Tuesday, September 08, 2009

heartbroken~

is this bacause of GD's heartbreaker?
its like a bad omen huh?
no i dont blame GD for this of course.. 100% NOT GD's fault
its their fault (anti fans-k nets)

okay the thing is :
2 days ago, i found out about Jay's myspace comment sayin - korea is gay..i hate koreans
the whole thing bout this has blowed up k-nets anger coz it hurts their koreans pride..
they even put up a petition to sent Jay back to America and worst, a petition to ask Jay to commit suicide!!! are the out of their mind? sheesh..
yesterday JYP said he won't send Jay away.. Jay's still in 2PM..
today.. Jay announced in a fancafe saying he's quitting 2PM..
next thing i found out, he's going back to his hometown, Seattle, USA .. well he already left this evening..

hella is this a conspiracy? like Jay used to say before..
it happened in just 4 days and now he left.. being an ex-member of 2PM..

aigoo.. why is the world so cruel?
the myspace comment was 4 years ago..why mind bringing it up? he was all alone in korea, still not used to koreans culture n all.. and gay doesnt mean homo.. its just an expression you idiot!!
i know what he did was wrong but why cant they forgive him?
im even more angry when the fans/ex anti fans-suddenly-turning-fans were crying n begging him not to leave.. ( i mean those who cursing n mad at him at first ) not HOTTEST.. HOTTEST will always support Jay no matter what.. how could they treated him badly and the next thing they know they want him back? come on, get a life!!!

im so mad that i couldnt do my LI report well..luckily i only have to edit it a bit here and there..
and i cried (i still couldnt believe he left) and i cant listen to 2PM songs or watch their vid anymore.. its too painful.. thinking of Toshio cried and fainted when he left, it devastated..
he trained hard for 4 years and it took only 4 days to bring him down.. T_____T

but i believe in him..he will come back..
i'll wait for you, Jay..
"lets walk together"
"7-1=0"
"2PM is not 7, they are 1"

im having muscle pain in stomach because of last nite training, its kinda shock to my body coz i havent been training for a while since LI.. aigoo..

hopefully tomorrow will be a better day~
HWAITING!!

1 comment:

Amy Fareena said...

the world IS a cruel and scary place. after what they have done to Jay, how can they call themselves humans. K-netizens are just so scary. and not just to Jay, to many other Korean celebs. how can they treat their own celebs like puppets or robots?expecting those celebs to be perfect, but condemning them when they made mistakes. this, i just couldn't understand