heartbroken~

is this bacause of GD's heartbreaker?
its like a bad omen huh?
no i dont blame GD for this of course.. 100% NOT GD's fault
its their fault (anti fans-k nets)

okay the thing is :
2 days ago, i found out about Jay's myspace comment sayin - korea is gay..i hate koreans
the whole thing bout this has blowed up k-nets anger coz it hurts their koreans pride..
they even put up a petition to sent Jay back to America and worst, a petition to ask Jay to commit suicide!!! are the out of their mind? sheesh..
yesterday JYP said he won't send Jay away.. Jay's still in 2PM..
today.. Jay announced in a fancafe saying he's quitting 2PM..
next thing i found out, he's going back to his hometown, Seattle, USA .. well he already left this evening..

hella is this a conspiracy? like Jay used to say before..
it happened in just 4 days and now he left.. being an ex-member of 2PM..

aigoo.. why is the world so cruel?
the myspace comment was 4 years ago..why mind bringing it up? he was all alone in korea, still not used to koreans culture n all.. and gay doesnt mean homo.. its just an expression you idiot!!
i know what he did was wrong but why cant they forgive him?
im even more angry when the fans/ex anti fans-suddenly-turning-fans were crying n begging him not to leave.. ( i mean those who cursing n mad at him at first ) not HOTTEST.. HOTTEST will always support Jay no matter what.. how could they treated him badly and the next thing they know they want him back? come on, get a life!!!

im so mad that i couldnt do my LI report well..luckily i only have to edit it a bit here and there..
and i cried (i still couldnt believe he left) and i cant listen to 2PM songs or watch their vid anymore.. its too painful.. thinking of Toshio cried and fainted when he left, it devastated..
he trained hard for 4 years and it took only 4 days to bring him down.. T_____T

but i believe in him..he will come back..
i'll wait for you, Jay..
"lets walk together"
"7-1=0"
"2PM is not 7, they are 1"

im having muscle pain in stomach because of last nite training, its kinda shock to my body coz i havent been training for a while since LI.. aigoo..

hopefully tomorrow will be a better day~
HWAITING!!

I CAN'T BREATHE!!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i've been waiting for GD's solo debut performance
and i WATCHED it just now..
LIVE!!! using TVants..
OMG he's freaking cool.. (i wanna use 'hot' but i guess its not suitable in this fasting month) hehe..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
im still all hyped up!!!
he performed 2 songs, heartbreaker and breathe

haha..i found out about this at 12 pm..i was excited already eventho its 3 hours away..
i turned on the TVants and a drama was aired..
till it was 3pm (korean time 4pm), SBS inkigayo started!! yippee!!
1 of the line up is GD!! yay!! but of course he's gonna be the last to perform since its his solo debut.. so i dont bother to watch other performances..anyway..i waited..with laptop's on..me watching tv, KBS world.. Yu Hui Yeol's Sketchbook.. SNSD performed and the crowd was loud..haha..
then i look at my laptop, BEG perform Abdacadabra.. the live discussion on BigBang@wordpress stated that GD's up next!! OMG!! i wasnt focused anymore on BEG..just cant wait for GD..
then..there's GD's preview..it started!!GD perform Heartbreaker.. it was freakin hot..the crowd was all loud..can u imagine bout a thousand fans waited outside the SBS since morning, probably most of the audience are GD fans or VIPs (hehe im a VIP, Cassie, ELF, most recently Hottest)
i was screaming as i watched his performance.. heartbreaker finished, i thought it ended.. but then i saw him laying on white bed and he goes "I cant breathe''.. woot..im just getting more excited!! his smile at the end..gah!! it kills..i just can't stop grinning.haha..GD!! GD!!

OTAK TEPU..lets hang out with GD..

mari lihat GD..haha



no!! i cant take it anymore..cannot study at the moment..


ermm..i havent finish studying reinforced concrete..what should i answer tomorrow?


no no no..lets not waste time..go study!!


or u want me to whack u like i did to Seungri?



ok2..i'll study..im doing my best!!


way to go girl!! here's a special gift for u mushai..hehe

omona!! GD..komawo..
kamsahamnida!!
sarangheyo..

p/s: please dont follow my bad habit of wasting time..i know im supposed to study..hehe

the real fashionista

its old story but..who cares..its my blog..
its not that old..its last month's post at YGBB..





there’s no secret to VIPs that their beloved leader is all about “high fashion”. G-Dragon has always been open about his passion for fashion which includes owning designer products from Chanel, Martin Margiela and Dior Homme.

Just recently, G-Dragon was seen sporting several expensive brand names while performing during their latest concert. Among these items were a Chanel headband worth 600, 000 KRW (435.98 USD), a pair of Louis Vuitton sneakers worth 1,360,000 (988.23 USD), and a set of LV wristband for 500, 000 KRW (370.59 USD).

The Big Bang leader has won praises (and awards) in Korea for being one of the most influential men in the field of Music and Fashion.

this is the reason y i wanna marry this guy..

my fave korean celebs..

1st
kwonjiyong ••

• Kwon Ji yong (G + yong[means dragon in korean]= G dragon)
• BIG BANG
• GD/G Dragon/G-드래곤
• YG entertainment
• hiphop & R&B
• rapping and beat boxing
• started training at 12
• great interest in fashion (if he wasnt a singer he wanted to be in the fashion business)
• August 18, 1988 (1988-08-18)
• Seoul Korean Traditional Arts Middle & High School
• Leader/Rapper/Lyricist /Composer
• in a group of friends called, "nuthang" 누땡



2nd
Kim Jae Joong
-TVXQ