peristiwa atas bus..

haha..
semalam i balik penang..as usual naek bus..
supposedly the bus should arrive kol 3..tp tunggu punya tunngu..kol 4 bru smpai..
tp 430 kot baru jalan..
seems like the bus cam ade problem je..jalan berdengkut2..

so..bile bus sampai..aku pon naek dng bengangnye..
sampai kat seat..ade org dok..
aku pon soh dia memblahkan diri dia..
dpn aku india..(the boys pggil kajol)
sblah aku ade 2 boyz.blakang n depan dorg pon boyz..n blakang aku ade 1 boy yg sgt cute..
aku dok..xsmpai 30 minit..aku da tido..
then seelah hampir 2 jam tido..aku terjage..coz the boys are singing..n laughing..
cam sewel..
then aku smbung je tido aku..
terjage coz rase sgt sejuk..
air con tu buka plak..aku suspect 1 of the boys yg wat..seriously sewel..
bile bus tu brenti..sume turun including me..
rab some snacks n drink..
nek balik atas bus..

bermulalah..kisah..
peramah sgt the boys..
tnye name aku..blaja mane..umah mane..bla bla bla...
ckp aku cam dak sekolah menengah la..
muke aku cm kawan dorg la..
siap tnjuk gmbar lgk..haiyaa...
yg sorg tu lzf boleh la thn..ilmiah sket..
yg 2 org lg..merapu jek..shahidan ke ape tah namenye..n sorg lgk xtaw namenye..
yg 1 lg member dorg xkaco orait je..
berkenalan ngn dak cute tu..
akmal namenye..dak GMI..mude lgk dr aku la..huhu..coz bru sem1..
rambut ala2 tomok gtu..huhu
mereke2 meminta no phone aku..
at first xmo bg..
then lzf tu amik phone akmal..dia kasik aku..soh aku bg no phone aku..katenye akmal nak..
since tu phone akmal..aku pon kasik la..then sorg lgk mintak gak..
ish..aku malas la..tp since da bg kat akmal..bg je la kat dorg tu..xske sgt..
lantakla..bg je..bknnya nk layan dorg pon..if dorg call ke ape..wat xtaw je la..

si shetan tu byk sgt ckp..so aku pon wat2 tdo..
rimas gle aku..xbrenti2 ckp..
xpenat ke mulut tu? xphm aku..

then tetibe dpt mesej dr akmal..dia tnye tdo ke?
kuang3..budak cute tu msg aku..
sgt comey..dia turun dulu coz bus tu pegi penang dulu..bru btworth..
budak2 tu ketawakan aku bila akmal wave me goodbye n i waved back..
cait..bengong je budak2 tu..lantakla..
they seems ok..tp merepek sgt..malas nk layan..
kalo la akmal yg dok sblah aku kan best..haha

anywayz..
da smpai pon umah..
CKT issues lg..
haha..msg n drugs..WE..

lets enjoy this short break!!!

Dysfunctional Me

im getting more n more strange
im going insane~
haha..
credit to cinema bizarre-->luv u strify n kiro!! yu,shin n romeo too~~

yup im sick and tired of this so-called life..
Am I the only one who finds no peace?

urgh!! bosan..xnak wat pape..
nk rilek je xboleh ke?
asek mghadap asimen jek~
lecturer pon asek nk bagi..bagi n bagi..
WE~
its all for ur own good..
so wat je lah..

im missing J thp max!!
damn!! bile nk comeback ni?

..being avoided..xsuke la..jgn mcm ni..cant we be just like how we used to be?hmm..

ish dak ni..if u wanna see me..come n meet me~dont just say it..aish..

i guess.. this is the real dysfunctional me~~

Issues

suddenly feels like wanna post this up.. coz me n my heart we got issues..really..

Oooh, yeah,
Sometimes I feel like I'm going out of my mind,
Boy the way you do me is a damn crime,
But then you smile at me and it's alright,
With you there ain't any in between...

Every time that I walk out the door
I tell myself I can't take it no more
There's a part of me won't let you go
I keep saying yes when my minds' saying' no...

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues (issues)
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues.

It's so hard; boy you leave me hangin' for so long
You empty out my love until it's all gone
You change the words but still it's the same song
I'm tired of the melody

Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feelings for you, it still show
I keep building a wall round my heart
But then I see you it all falls apart...

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues (issues)
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you (damn I wish)
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you, (can't decide)
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues (Me and my heart)
We got issues, issues, issues.

Why fight it, (why fight it)
Can't hide it (can't hide it)
Truth is I think I like it
Confusion, illusions (confusion, illusions)
Still I don't know which way to go,

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you

Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues (Me and my heart)
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you (We got to work this thing out)
Damn I wish that I could resist you (I don't know)
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you, (can't decide if I )
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues (issues)
We got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues (me and my heart)
We got issues, issues, issues
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues (we got to which way to go)
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you (I don't know)

my latest obsession

haha..
YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL

Jang Geun Suk as Hwang Tae Kyung kyaaaa..hot
Park Shin Hye as Go Mi Nam / Go Mi Nyu cutie...
Lee Hong Ki as Jeremy funny...
Jung Yong-hwa as Kang Shin Woo sweet..

im loving this drama..every episodes..
the ost are the best~ haha..

声をきかせて Koe wo kikasete

声をきかせて
[Lyrics] 山本成美･Robin
[Composition] Teddy

さっきまでの雨はもう上がって
ｱｽﾌｧﾙﾄ漂う街の匂い
ねえそっちも もう晴れてるよね
西から回復するって
朝は苦手な君だからねえ
毎日ちゃんと起きられてるかい?
そんなこと未だに心配してるよ

広がる空はそう自由で
何も変わってないけれど
隣に今はただ…ただ君がいないだけ

声をきかせて
素直になればきっと
分かりあえるはずさ
ｺｺﾛを開いて
声をきかせて
歩いてきた道は僕たちにとってきっと
大切なSTEPさ その未来への

君と初めて出逢ったのはそう
ちょうど今くらいの季節だったね
ﾗｲﾄｱｯﾌﾟした街並みが
きれいに輝いていた
泣き虫な君はあれからよく
僕の肩におでこをのっけて
泣いてたね その温もりに
無性に触れたくなる

人は誰でもそれぞれに悩みを抱えて生きる
壊れそうな心を必死に抱きしめて

声をきかせて
優しくなればもっと
愛し合えるはずさ
目をそらさないで
声をきかせて
絡みつく不安も寂しさも越えて行こう
今のこの気持ちが絆になる

Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the same
In my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
while love shines bright
Cant let you go we're meant forever baby let me know

This past without you, Can't forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch
Nights get long and it's hard to clutch
We're apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl you're my world
In time my love unfurls
He will then wait for you girl

声をきかせて
素直になればきっと
分かりあえるはずさ
ｺｺﾛを開いて
声をきかせて
歩いてきた道は僕たちにとってきっと
大切なSTEPさ その未来への

Sakki made no ame wa mou agatte

Asufaruto tadayou machi no nioi

Nee socchi mo mou hareteruyone

Nishi kara kaifuku suru

Asa wa nigate na kimi dakaranee

Mainichi chanto okirareterukai?

Sonna koto imada ni shinpai shiteruyo

Hirogaru sora wa mou jiyuu de

Nani mo kawatte naikeredo

Tonari ni ima wa tada

Tada kimi ga inaidake

Koe wo kikasete

Sunao ni nareba kitto

Wakariaeru hazu sa

Kokoro wo hiraite

Koe wo kikasete

Aruitekita michi wa

Bokutachi ni totte kitto

Taisetsu na stepu sa

Sono mirai e no

Kimi to hajimete deatta no wa sou

Choudo ima kurai no kisetsu dattane

Raito appu shita machinami ga

Kirei ni kagayaiteita

Nakimushi na kimi wa arekara yoku

Boku no kata ni odeko wo nokkete

Naitetane sono nukumori ni

Mushou ni furetakunaru

Hito wa dare demo sorezore ni Nayami wo kakaete ikiru

Kowaresou na kokoro wo hisshi ni dakishimete

Koe wo kikasete

Yasashi kunareba motto

Aishiaeru hazu sa

Me wo sora sanaide

Koe wo kikasete

Karamitsuku fuan mo

Samishisa mo koeteikou

Ima no kono kimochi ga

Kizuna ni naru

Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the same

In my heart all I got is pain

Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night

While love shines bright

Can't let you go

We're meant for forever baby let me know

Days passed without you, can't forget you

Letting me be the cloud hanging above me

Raining on me missing you touch

Nights get long and it's hard to clutch

We're apart, breaks my heart

Its all for the best girl you're my world

In time my love unfurls

'Til then I'll wait for you girl

Koe wo kikasete

Sunao ni nareba kitto

Wakariaeru hazu sa

Kokoro wo hiraite

Koe wo kikasete

Aruitekita michi wa

Bokutachi ni totte kitto

Taisetsu na stepu sa

Sono mirai e no

The rain just now has stopped

The smell of asphalt is floating around the city

Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?

For the weather has cleared up from the west (***)

Since you’re not a morning person

Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?

I’m still worried about things like that

With freedom like the spreading sky

Nothing is changing, but

Next to me now, it's just… it’s only just that you aren't here

Let me hear your voice

If we become honest, surely

We'll be able to understand each other

Please open your heart

Let me hear your voice

The path we have come is, for us, definitely

An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was

Around this season right?

The lit up street

Glowed so beautifully

You were a crybaby, after that you often

Laid your forehead on my shoulder

Crying right?

Wanting to feel my warmth for nothing

Everyone lives, carrying their own troubles

Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear your voice

If we become more kind

We'll be able to love each other

Don’t avert your eyes

Let me hear your voice

Let's get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness

The feelings of this moment become our bond

Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the same

In my heart all I got is pain

Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Sunlight, moonlight you lit my life realize in the night

Why love shines bright

Cant let you go we were meant forever baby let me know

This past without you, can't forget you

Let me be the cloud hanging above me

Raining on me missing you touch

Nights get long and it's hard to clutch

We're apart, breaks my heart

Its all for the best girl you're my world

In time my love unfurls

Till then wait for you girl

Let me hear your voice

If we become honest, surely

We'll be able to understand each other

Please open your heart

Let me hear your voice

The path we have come is, for us, surely

An important STEP to that future

stress management

picture credit:www.notquitenigella.com

Healthy ways to relax and recharge

Go for a walk. Spend time in nature. Call a good friend. Sweat out tension with a good workout. Write in your journal. Take a long bath. Light scented candle

Savor a warm cup of coffee or tea. Play with a pet. Work in your garden. Get a massage. Curl up with a good book. Listen to music. Watch a comedy

tired of waiting

hottests said that JPY is the one who is tired of waiting coz hottests will never be tired of waiting for Jay.. so true.. i lke it..way to go hottests!!

me actually tired of waiting too..not for jay but for my laptop..
i had sent my laptop for repair since 9th october and i just got it on 6th of november..
its a long wait..but i grateful that i can actually use it again n no need to buy a new one..
hang on will you my laptop..till im done with these degree study..i love you..hee..

btw, the design project presentation was done..after all the hard work had been put in the project..
now i can rest/rilex for a while..there's still lots of assignment tho but at least the big one had done..the rest are juz assignment..so chill n rilex..haha..

this weekend, all the sumandakz are gone for thier rm600 mission (the car survey)..in Johor n Pahang..leaving me and ecah here at UKM..huhu//sedey..xpe2..since my abah didnt allowed me to join them..im not going la..well..we should obey to our parents rite..hehe..
another thing is aska had treat me at mcD yesterday..owh..im sooo sorry bout the fries..guess i need to do somthing bout that..maybe blanje dia fries.. we're equal now..no more iou..

im wishing all the sumandakz are doing well n hopefully they will be alrite..
im waitng for you guys to come back safely..

XOXO..
gossipman's singer's fan..

oh tuhan inikah cobaan?

huuuu..
lotsa things happened..
me pening with my laptop..
anto repair da 3 weeks..tp bile dpat xgak elok2..
adeh..da la byk wa da byr..
so wa anto blek soh dia baiki blek..
tensi jek..

btw..LI presentation da lepas..panel..dr ezlin n dr roszilah..best2..
midsem exam da lpas..
tggl design project..management project..
huu
plus thesis yg xgerak2 lagik..adoi..

anyway..life goes on..
i have frens yg supportive..tq all..