never say never

actually aku tgh susun data DOE n DID ni..
siyes aku xtipu.. haha.. (sengal)
sambil dgr lagu Joey Mcintyre Stay the same..
da berapa kali aku ulang2 ni..

hujan lebat kat luar..
sesungguhnya rasa nak tido..
penat 5 jam dalam bus masih terasa..
walaupun aku tido je dalam bus tadi..
tapi.. sakit badan la sebab restricted movement atas seat bus tu..
sakit buntut oh! (maaf kurang sopan lak)
haha..

yang pasti.. tetibe aku teringat kata2 guru bahasa inggeris aku mase kat Sekolah Seri Puteri dulu.. Ms Shalwati aka..Ms.Shal..
dia selalu pesan kat kitorg dulu..
"Never say never! God is great.."
indeed true..
tak perlu aku explain panjang lebar
you yourself will understand it
sebab aku pasti.. masing2 pernah ckp.."aku xkan ........"
dan tanpa diri sendiri sedar..kita buat perkara yang kita cakap kita xkan itu...
atau pon perkara tu terjadi tanpa kita jangka..

seelok-eloknya.. kita berdoa agar dijauhkan dari perkara yang xelok..
dan mudah2an..kita sentiasa dipelihara dan perkara yang baik dekat selalu dengan kita
InsyaAllah,,Amin,,

aku menulis sebab aku teringat balik..
aku pernah kutuk/ckp bukan2 terhadap 1 perkara..
dan tanpa aku sedari.. aku buat juga benda tu..
aku terasa macam ludah jilat balik (ewwwwhh)
licking back your own spit.. (sounds nicer?)
hahaha..

ok...mari berubah ke arah kebaikan..
sempena nk sambut tahun baru ni..
go go ssing!! (apekah?)

dingdong : teringin makan ayam penyet..oh jum sambung balik wat keje..

Hurul_aini's GiveawaySpree Round 2

haloo..
last minute nye decision nk tulis pasal ni..
buat pengetahuan semua, cik hurul aini ni da byk buat giveaway taw..
album ukiss..infinite..dan laen2.. kesimpulannya banyak la sebab lebih dari 1..hehe..

and kali ni..dia nk wat CN Blue sock nye giveaway lak..
ni gambarnye..

sila click di gambar untuk direct link ke blog Hurul Aini

camne? comel x? keke.. kalo dapat ni memang simpan aje.. xde makne nye nk pakai kan..

barang comel xleh pakai..kena simpan.. ( teori sapa aku hentam ni )

anyway..kalo berminat..sila visit http://hurulaini.net/giveawayspree-round-2-cnblue-sock/ or click kat gambar tu..link trus ke blog dia.. or follo twitter dia ke.. @hurul_aini

plus ada banyak lagi info2 bermanfaat lam blog cik hurul aini ni..
aritu baru usha camne nk reg paypal..
plus lagi..dia engineer! yay~ aku nk jadi engineer gak..
da name pon amik course engineering..kena lah jadi engineer kan..
Insyaallah.. Amin..

Xander 1st solo showcase in KL

tarikh: 18 disember 2011
tempat: cheras leisuremall
jam : 7pm

alkisahnya pada suatu hari di bulan november yg lepas (xigt bila) aku telah berkunjung ke bilik floe.. dia nk menyedut barang2 dari external aku.. haha.. pastu dia tanya..nk g xander nye showcase? aku xbrapa eager sgt la nk g.. tp dia sgt2 la eager..actually dia baru jugak la minat si xander ni xsalah aku la.. since dia tgk chef kiss ritu terus meletop keXanderette-an dia.. as for me.. mase xander lam ukiss dulu..memang dia no1 la.. tp bila dia da kuar.. kevin n kiseop ambil alih tmpat dia.. haha.. so kitorg,eh dia decide nk beli VIP nye tix..aku nk bli Zone A je.. xde modal lah..haha.. tp nk wat cane.. dia nk sponsor half.. gila kan!! weh floe!! gila!! haha..naa.. im thankful enough sebab ada org sanggup belanja.. but still gila kan! haha.. so aku settlekan bab2 membeli tiket ni..n transport lah..haha.. bila da confrim tiket tu..mulakan meroyan kat twitter..ngeng!

ok.. berbalik semula ke tarikh 18 disember, haha hari yang sama, ada tournament taekwondo national interclub and most seniors of UKM team joined the tournament except me and tasha.. busy (kot)..aku la..tasha memang busy..schedule dia pack..sebenarnya aku lama xjoin training..ritu sibuk jadi babysitter, so xjoin la selection..automatically xjoin la tournament kan.. so aku g tgk dorg kat stadium badminton cheras..gerak g sana ngn PiJaT with tasha.. menyaksikan kemenangan 2 gold pipah meow..1silver floe.. hebat kan budak2 ni..clap2.. woohoo!!

ok..kol 630 siap bg medal2 sume.. trus blah ngn floe.. floe tukar baju n suar lam keta woi!! saje nk gtaw sume.. hahahaha! nasibla keta aku tinted..wlpn bkn tinted plg gelap..kira membantu juga ka.. haha..
kol 650..siap park keta sume..jalan menuju ke tmpt showcase..da nampak stage..tp xtaw cane nk g sne..pusing2 lam mall tu.. tnye makcik cleaner..pakcik guard..baru jumpa..haha..redeem tix..dpt poster n calender..

sib baek lum start..ade sape tah tgh perform..local artist rase nye.. kitorg masuk je..xander pon kuar atas stage..woooooo!!! hype kejap.. hehe..xander hensem.. n ramai gak fans yg datang.. even kitorg da lambat..ade lg yg dtg after kitorg.. layan2 lagu dia.. aku suka lagu I Just.. lagu tu comel..keke.. ada tayangan MV I Just.. hee..xander perform 3 lagu lam album, lagu secret garden tu n lagu meteor garden.. setuju ngn kata2 floe, xander nampak makin hensem.. siyes xtipu! plus dia sgt gentleman..dia treat fans sgt best!

dekat2 kol 8 aku gerak nk p solat maghrib.. xsangka aku g solat.. bukan nk riak ke ape.. tp aku sorg kot.. kalo ada member nk teman p solat tu laen cite la kan.. selalu kalo cam solo ni selalu memang da mengabaikan tanggungjawab da.. lam surau tu ade ajuhmma..dia pon ade tiket xander..keke..teman anak dia kot! hehe.. bila aku siap solat je..dpt text from floe.. da start autograph session.. yay!!

beratur la.. agak sesak mase nk beratur.. ramai VIP nye tix holder.. nasib la bukan zone A.. lagi lame kena beratur.. mase da sampai atas stage tu.. org depan sket dr aku minta dia hug.. reason dia..dia beli 6 tix..gila x? haha..nampak xander depan2.. waa!!aku kasi dia lollipop bentuk strawberry tu.. cakap ngn dia this is for u..tp dia dok sibuk sign.. pastu crew situ amik lollipop tu masukkan lam box hadiah tu..aku cam blur kejap.. waa..xander xpandang pon! pastu tetibe dia hulur tgn.. dia ckp "thanx for coming" sambil senyum.. aku memang blur.. sib baek cepat comeback to earth! trus sambut tgn dia n jawab" you're welcome".. mak aih tangan dia..lembut nak mampos..tgn aku berkali2 ganda kasar ok.. pastu turun la.. floe turu n pas aku.. xander sign album dia.. pastu tgk calander dia xsign.. ape lagi..soh dia beratur lagi la.. sebab vip nye line xabes lg.. pakcik rela tu pon merelakan dia masuk line balik.. yelah..rugi je kalo calender tu sign.. kali kedua..floe sempat record mase signing tu.. hebat tol bab2 menyeludup ni.. aku smpai je atas stage tu trus kena warn..no camera please.. aku pon ok je..

ni lah calender nye

da selesai sume tu..kitorg g bergambar sekitar banner xander.. tggu smpai abes dlam kol 9 30 camtu.. pastu xander turun dia lambai..n said his goodbye.. kitorg pon ikot la jalan depan tu.. sebab park keta kat sana.. pastu nampak van xander.. dia baru masuk.. dia lambai2.. hehe.. mase tu da xramai la fans..ramai yg da blah..kitorg ikot van tu smpai kuar dr area tu.. hehe.. pastu balik menuju ke keta.. masuk keta trus pasang cd xander.. ^^ balik menuju UKM..lalalala..dgn ati gumbira..

thesis oh thesis siri 2

eh jap..ade siri 1 ke?
xigt lak..cam xpenah pon tulis mase undergrad dulu..
oh btw, writing nye progress sgt2 la mcm siput!
siyes.. aku sgt pemalas..
dgn itu.. aku menyegerakan tugasan2 lab..
da wat sampling
out of 7, 2 1/2 lab da siap..
DP,pH n BOD (1/2) sebab BOD1 da amik bacaan..tinggal BOD5 ari rabu ni..
selebihnye COD (perlu pertolongan kak lily), TSS (rose) TKN ..heavy metal (ICPMS)
keke..

pasni kena siapkan analisis data DOE DID..
sgt byk..sgt pening..
tp bila da start tu..slow2 gerak jugak la thesis ku ni..
at least ada teman..Yan n Tia yg selalu wat keje kat fakulti malam2..
^_^ hopefully dapat siapkan segera..
hwaiting!! jaiyou!! Ganbatte kudasai!!

kisah dalam lrt

tarikh:3 disember 2012
tempat: dalam lrt sri petaling line
waktu: antara jam 640-7 lbh

aku, mak n maklong adni pegi pwtc..
ada persidangan umno..
tp ktorg bukannya pegi persidangan umno pon..
pegi gerai jualan yg ada kat situ ja..
haha..
ok sebenarnye..aku jalan2 jap ngn mak n maklong..
pastu aku tinggalkan dorg kat situ..aku g the mall jalan2..
lalalalala..

ok la..masuk kisah lam LRT tu..
ni otw nak balik la..
mak duk ngn maklong..
aku lak duk kat seat yg sebelah dorg la..
seat yg panjang2 tu..bkn yg 2 2 tu..
bertentangan dgn aku..ade 2 org budak pompuan..
baju dorg belang2 itam putih..tp design len sket la..
umur dorg lam 9-10 thn kot..
mule2 aku pikir..ni adik n kakak..
tp muka lain sgt..
pastu sorg cerah..sorg lagi lagi cerah..
sorg tu mcm talkative..sorg tu less talkative la..ckp byk gak..tp kurang sket la dr sorg lagi..
ok aku bg name yg lagi cerah n less talkative tu kiri..  cerah n talkative kanan..

aku tgk2 gak dorg..memang asyik je bersembang dorg dua tu..
pastu tetibe si kanan tu pandang aku..then tanye..'cantik x dia?'..sambil tunjuk kat kiri..
aku cam huh? aku dgr..tp aku xsure ape yg aku dgr tu betul ke x..
so aku pon sengih je la..
lgpon in between kitorg ade org yg berdiri..

pastu tetibe ade budak duduk sebelah aku..pastu adik dia pon nak duduk jugak..
pandang2 je aku..
ape lagi aku bangun la..
berdiri dkt ngn dorg..
pastu aku tnye dorg balik..
tanye ape td..
kanan pon cakap..'dia cantik x?'
dalam ati aku..yg bertanye tu lagi cantik dr kiri tu..
so aku pon jawab.. sambil senyum.. 'cantik? hurmm.. dia comel lah~haha..'
dorg pon gelak2..
si kiri tu ckp..'jgn la ckp camtu.. malu..'
hahaha..sengal la budak2 ni..
dorg tnye..aku turun mane..aku jwbla bdr tasik selatan..
dorg pon same gak..bts
dia ckp dorg nak g umah sedara kat cheras tu..
owh~
pastu da sampai..aku pon kuar la..
dorg ade kat belakang aku.aku pon lambai tgn je la..n say bye..
pastu tetibe dak kanan tu ckp..'akak..nak salam'
aku pon hulur lah tgn..n dia salam..
yg kiri tu belakang sket..sesak2..aku lambai jelah..
terus mak aku tanye..'kenal ke?'
hahaha..aku gelak je.. xkenal pon..
tp aku suka je layan dorg..
comel..aku suka tgk muka kanan tu.. senyum dia cantik..
yg kiri rambut dia curly2 sket..comel~

ok..kkeut..
p/s: da lame xupdate blog kan..lalalala
oh lupe nk gtaw dorg bukan berdua je..ade mak n nenek dorg kot..maybe dorg ni cousin kot..hahaha

Aku dan jpop dan tia..

Panjang nye I cite pasal jdrama.. rase cam malas lak nak cite panjang2 pasal jpop. Okay, let’s begin.

My favorite group mase tu adalah KATTUN. Pas I tgk Nobuta wo Produce tu, time tu dorg baru jugak la debut. And the debuted with Real Face. Wah! Time tu suke gile Real Face. Giri giri de itsumo ikite itai kara~sa~..Macam suke BTD, Be Mine, n fiction sekarang.. opps terselit kpop lak. Akanishi Jin!!! My fave member of KATTUN. Mule2 suke Kame sebab igt tu sore dia, tp rupenye sore yg sedap tu sore Jin. Sebab ade certain part rase cam sore dorg same. Lagipon time tu baru kenal, mane la nak cam sape kan.. tp memang real face tu rase cam wow! I cannot describe well but that is how I felt. Suke sgt! Btw, dulu kalo sebut joker..refer to koki..skarang joker-junhyung. Hehe.. both are rappers. Hehe..koki tia punye J

NewS, I kenal sebab Yamapi. Tp lagu dorg layan sket2 je.. I prefer KATTUN nye lagu la.. NewS nye cam comel2,budak2 that time. KATTUN lak cam Sexy-rock. Hahaha. But still I downloaded lots of their songs. And I igt I suke tgk concert Summary. Concert yg ade sume dak JE. Best concert tu. And suke gile lagu SUMMARY. Lagu tu slow awal2, then rancak. Music dia sgt touching. Dorg ramai2 nyanyi, NewS and KATTUN. Anis pon suke lagu ni..igt lagi. Hehe.

Then kenal arashi.. group ni kenal dr tia rasenye. I kenal dorg sebab tgk jdrama. Dorg byk belakon n ost lagu byk dorg nyanyi.. plg igt matsu jun n nino la.. sebab dorg byk belakon. Lame sket baru kena ohno, sho. Lagu dorg pon byk amik dr tia rasenye. I x DL sgt lagu dorg. Even performance pon dari tia.

Oh lupe lak, nak cite pasal Tia sket.. kitorg bukan la classmate pon. Tp dulu mase 1^st year jkas selalu combine class ngn jkmb. So kenal la sket2 ngn dak jkmb. Tp yg menghubungkan kitorg adalah jpop. Hehe. Rasenye mase tu 2^nd sem kot time tu selalu bwk laptop g fak sebab nak on9. Kat kolej mane ade wifi lagi mase tu.. dulu taw dl lagu kat multiply je. Haha. And rasenye time tu tgh layan gokusen2 n dragon zakura kot. Tia ckp dia tgk ade folder Yamapi lam laptop aku. So time tu ade lagu colorful la kot ost dragon zakura n lagu yamapi yg len. Lagu tu kuar skali ngn Kame’s Kizuna ost gokusen2 sebab album tu group-project yamaipi-kame for seishun amigo. And since dpt taw Tia pon layan lagu japan, kitorg pon bertambah rapat. Kamceng abes la. (oh kena wat entry pasal tia gak ek? Cam panjang je haha..) kitorg selalu tukar2 lagu,video..drama..  then move on with kpop. One group to another I introduced to her. Tp till one time tu, she’s not ready to move on, (dia jenis yg setia, kalo suka one group tu lame gile dia suke.. n lambat sket baru suke group len. Haha..)I da kenal this rookie group, tp dia xbape suke sgt, so does another rookie group, she’s still with the older one. So I rase cam, lame2 t dia akan suke sendiri la kot..ke dia xbape suke sgt kpop ni? Sebab jpop dia layan gile2 tp kpop xla sgt.. and I stop introducing her with kpop. At that time, I found a new companion, Arina. Hehe.  So the next entry will be about kpop.

Dingdong: xsabar nak tulis pasal kpop..kekeke..

Me n jdrama..

Hurm.. how to start this.. cuz I dun really remember it well. What I am about to write is probably 90% correct and the rest might not be accurate. Anyway, here I go…

I remember during my 1^st semester break in year 2006, probably in August or September, my brother  who is also having his semester break had this bunch of dvds. Some are English series but there is 1 pile of  Japanese drama’s dvds. I asked him which is the best and he said “1 litter of tears”. There are also Summer Scent, Taiyou no Uta, n Nobuta Wo Produce. That’s all I can remember and I’m not sure if there are more.

So I started with the recommended, 1 Litter of Tears. Indeed it brings me lots of tears. Gosh, that was really one sad drama I’ve ever watched. I don’t really like sad drama but this one is a good one. I like the actors and actresses in it. The main actress, Erika Sawajiri, I like her. Her acting was not bad. So does her partner, Ryo Nishikido. I really like him back then because of the drama. He plays the cold-but-kind boy character. I love his smile and his moles. Haha.. No need for me to tell the whole story rite. And yes I watched the drama quite few times. and i love the songs too esp Sangatsu  kokonaka..

After that  I continue with the next drama. I chose Nobuta Wo Produce because I like the tittle.  I wonder why Buta? Why they wanna produce buta? Haha.. once I watched it, I seriously fell in love with this drama. From the beginning till the end it doesn’t bored me. In this drama, all sorts of feeling are there. Happiness, sadness, anxiety, frustration, anger, loneliness all are there. Most important thing is that I really love the character played by Yamapi and Kame. I love how Yamapi can play this role where he have to be like a drunk, in his own world, and I like it when he went down the stairs with his hand flipping up and down as if he has wings. I called him ‘laloq’. The Nobuta, played by Hirokita Maki wasn’t that bad either. Through this drama, I made a conclusion that in Japanese drama, the ending is sometimes not too sad or too happy (happy ending) like most of kdrama and yet the ending still can make you smile. The ending seems to be abrupt or you will be thinking ‘this is how it ends? Just like this?’ But I think it should end like that or else you would probably need to watch few more episodes. 

At that time, I’ve known nothing about Japanese actors/actresses. But during the credit rolling at the end, I look for the list of actors/actresses. I can only read Yama in Yamashita Tomohisa’s name but I see NewS besides his name and KATTUN beside Kame’s name. I could even read Kame’s name at all. I only remember Yama’s Kanji because it is simple and it means mountain. There is also a MV in the folder of that dvd with tittle Seishun Amigo. It’s the ending song for the drama and these two guys sang it. So I look up for these two and found out that they are in Johnny’s Entertainment. So does Ryo. He’s in NewS and Kanjani8. And it began my addiction to jpop. Haha.  Kkeut! Oh no sambung sket lagi..

Ever since that, I started to like Japanese drama. There are lots of drama I’ve watched. I bought lots of cds/dvds. Ade yg ori ade yang tak. Haha. Mase org da start tgk kdrama,and I pond a start suke kpop, I still prefer jdrama. Memang lame gak la tgk jdrama. Till now I like to watch jdrama but da berkurang la. Depends on my sources of drama. Dulu rajin beli cd, skang tunggu org dl and sedut je. So ape yg ade sedut.haha.. ok real kkeut! Jya na~ 

nak letak picca sket..later la kot..huhu

Dingdong: pasni baru masuk jpop okeh! Haha.

my current state..

skang ni kat...umah..kat bukit mertajam, penang..
wat ape.. cuti..stat pose ritu..raye..till ujung bulan t kot..haha..
sem ni start 12 sept..rasenye dak degree pon same..
so xmau balik ukm lg.. takut xde tempat untuk dak master..
cam dulu kena tunggu sampai dak degree 2nd intake masuk..
baru leh check in college..
xtaw la sem ni cmne la plak kan..
pastu nak p konvo adik kat tatiuc tganu..
ujung bulan gak..

da start sket2 ngn thesis..
duk kat umah lagi la malas kan..haha..
so kena start wat juga..
t leh email kat oj progress sket2..
semangat! semangat.. semangat!!
hwaiting!!

oh entry lepas tu intro je.. ntah bile nak sambung..haha..
tujuan tulis entry tu sebab bace blog org
dia tulis pasal kenapa ade org yg benci kpop
or benci org yg suke kpop..
rase nak tulis gak sendiri nye pandangan..
bukan lah kenapa org leh benci..
tp nak tulis kenapa leh suka..
so bila nak tulis..kena start dr awal..
tu yg ade intro..pasni chapter 2..3 plak kot..
da ikot cam thesis plak..haha..

ding dong: meet my new boyfriends..
#1.... L of infinite

#2 kwangmin youngmin of boyfreind.. i like kwangmin more..hehe

#3 chunji of teentop

 #4 minwoo..maknae of boyfriend..

Aku dan t-pop..

Haha.. alkisahnya, pada tahun 2004 (kot) mase tu aku form 5 or da abes spm.. aku tetibe obsess ngn my mvp valentine.. cite tu kire pas demam meteor garden melanda la.. aku suke  tgk cite tu sebab suke tgk tony sun  xie zhi.. sebab tu akunye username, ym id, twitter,FB, yt mostly gune name mushaizhi..  haha..dia tu leader group 5566..group Taiwan.. hehe..suke sampai sanggup beli cd cter my mvp valentine tu.. ori beb.. haha.. cd album dorg pon ade beli gak.. dvd concert pon ade..haha.. gile!

pastu masuk matrik, aku nye classmate/practicum mate..lenda a.k.a kulendam.. dia layan gak t-pop.. dia suke group energy.. n dia perkenalkan kat aku.. dia kasi pinjam cd concert, album bagai.. group ni memang best la.. dance dorg power! Mase tu aku suke gile ngn toro..tp mase tu toro da kuar dr group tu.. tsk tsk.. lenda suke kunda..n dia same ngn aku suke gak adam af.. sebab tu dia suke tulis kulendam..kunda+lenda+adam.. hehe.. 

n dia gak la perkenalkan se7en kat aku.. mase tgk se7en rase cam dia tu cute n nyanyi pon ok.. hehe.. mase tu da start layan Rain (bi) gak.. sebab tgk full house.. beli la cd album dia its raining.. cetrom la..mane ade duit..haha.. n ade jumpe video lagu dia Sad tango..japanese version.. mase tu memang whoah.. best nye dia dance.. da la body lawa.. waa.. haha.. mase kat matrik juga la start kdrama kat Malaysia ni.. pas fullhouse, aku suke tgk my lovely samsoon..tiap2 mlm pegi bilik tv blok a1..wlpn aku duk blok a2, tp suke bilik tva1 sebab xramai org.. leh duduk atas sofa.. kalo kat blok sendiri  kena duduk atas lantai..keke..

Ding dong: Ni da campur2 kdrama n kpop juga sket ni..  kena tukar tajuk ke? Xyah la kot.. next entry pasal jpop lak..keke.. then kpop.. hahaha

ukiss' new song..someday

i'll go with the translation first..sebab suka sgt meaning dia~ heee..



#Translation:Sometimes hit, sometimes miss, it’s always like thatJust do it right tomorrow, it’s just a small mistake 

Sometimes bottom, sometimes top, sometimes number 1 
Getting 1st place, you can only go down 

Without it, just live without it 
It’s just greed you have before you win it oh 

Your suffering now is a sign of your hard work 
Everybody knows you tried 
Everybody knows it’s alright 

You get some right, you get some wrong 
Although tiring there will be days to smile 
When you fall down, when you get up 
Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come 
If it’s separation, just let her go 
She might show lying tears, maybe it wasn’t destiny 
People who have to go, just go 
Sure being next to them it might happen oh 
Being tired right now 
It’s just evidence of your love 
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it’s alright 

You get some right, you get some wrong 

Although tiring there will be days to smile 
When you fall down, when you get up 
Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come 
The past is the past is the past 
Previous memories 
It’s the past 

The long painful days 
The Past is the past is the past 
The days to forget you~ 

Everybody wins sometimes 
Everybody knows you lose some 

You get some right, you get some wrong 
Although tiring there will be days to smile 
When you fall down, when you get up 
Although tiring there will be days to smile, 
Eventually a day to smile will come 
Eventually a day to smile will come
okay.. romanization plak.. lets sing along..

#Romanization:Ttaeron hit ttaeron miss geureon geoji mwoNaeireun an teullimyeon dwae gojak silsuil ppuninde 

Ttaeron mit, ttaeron wi, ttaeron Number 1 
Mwo ildeung hae bwatja naeryeogal gilbakke eobseul ppuninde 

Eobseumyeon geunyang eomneundaero saneun geoji mwo 
Gajigi jeonen mollatdeon yoksimdeuril ppuninde oh (o) 

Jigeum neo himdeuldaneun geon got noryeokhaetdan jeunggeoil ppuniya 
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it's alright 

You get some right, you get some wrong 
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari olkkeoya 
When you fall down, when you get up 
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari olkkeoya 

Ibyeoriramyeon geunyang geunyeol noha jwo 
Geojitdoen nunmul boyeodo inyeoni anigetji mwo 

Tteonal sarameun tteonaganeun geoji mwo 
Geurae geu yeope isseobwatja eonjengan geuraetgetji oh 

Jigeum neo himdeuldaneun geon 
Got saranghaetdan jeunggeoil ppuniya 
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it's alright 

You get some right, you get some wrong 
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari olkkeoya 
When you fall down, when you get up 
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari olkkeoya 

The past is the past is the past 
Jinan gieogeun ije geuman It's the past 
Oraen sigandongan maeil apeugiman haetdeon 
The Past is the past is the past 
Neoreul itge han naldeurin geor~ 

Everybody wins sometimes 
Everybody knows you lose some 

You get some right, you get some wrong 
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari olkkeoya 
When you fall down, when you get up 
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari olkkeoya

dingdong: da ade rase nak tulis blog blek sket2.. but maybe later kot..keke..ppyong!

28 mei (part 2) SUJU-M @Hari Belia Negara

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....... scream dulu!!!!!!!!! kekekeke..
reason no 1 adalah concert SUJU-M ni free!!!
dtg je tgk.xyah rebut2 beli tiket.. juz rebut2 nak dapat spot best je lah.. haha..

pendekkan cite..p amik izyan..balik ukm..tkar baju..amik tia,n atok~
acap n arina nek moto..kumpul kat petronas 15..
then gerak.. igtkan dorg taw jalan..sekali sesat pula..huu~
samapi agak lambat da la..kol 9 eh? or hampir kol 9.. xkesahla..
sampai2 memang da ramai gile la org.. damn!! haha..
kitorg mencelah2..nampak spot kosong.. da happy2 gak..
sekali dorg kasi laluan untuk keta yg nak lalu situ da~
aigoo~ tp kitorg masih berusaha mencelah2.. dari belakang ke tgh sket..then ke kiri sket.. ke tgh balik.. dan makin ke depan.. haha.. tggu lame gak la..sebab kol 10 baru stat..haha..

10pm++
akhirnya masa yg ditunggu telah tiba!!! screammm!!!
SJ-M muncul kat stage!! Perfection!!!
memang heaven la!
then dorg introduce themselves..
i da xigt sgt..cuz i wrote this entry 1 month after the event..keke..
mase ni la kuar words "sayang".. n adegan peluk2 tu (xnak igt da)kekeke..
the rest leh bace kat epop ye!! ahaha...
ok2..then dorg perform blue tomorrow..
n ada solo performance by Ryeowook, Kyuhyun,n Zhoumi.. dorg nyanyi lagu chinese..
Henry nyanyi lagu dia Off My Mind..bukan nyanyi..dance..
Eunhyuk lak dance MJ..sexy woo~ haha..
then dorg nyanyi Destiny..
encore Super Girl!!..
oh lupe nak gtaw..
awal2 tu mcm jauh gak dr stage..
tp lame2..makin kedepan.. n dorg pon jalan ke stage depan..memang dekat la!!!

ok da siap!!

pictures credit to KpopHuntress

28 mei (part 1) wedding oh wedding~

atas permintaan seorang sahabat..aku dgn berbaik hati menghapdet ini belog...
sila baca~~

28 mei 2011..
tarikh wedding seorang rakan sekolah seri puteri dulu.. nabilah@biela
dia org yg ke-4 kot..antara kami comrades 0004 yg kawen ni.. if xsilap la..
yan ajak aku ikot je.. huhu.. lagipon chiba ikot gak..
so on je.haha..
tghari tu kol 12 bru bertolak p uitm dulu amik chiba.. then baru gerak p umah biela..
aku pakai baju kurung ijau corak bunga2 kain songket xsongket tu..
baju tu jarang beb..so aku pakai singlet la dalam..
tp malang gile..sampai2 je kat tempat biela tu hujan lebat weh..
kitorg share 1 payung so memang la xdpt mengcover diri drpd kebasahan..
haha.. sampai je bwh khemah tu memang kuyup lah..
baju kurung aku da jd see-through da..
nampak je kulit tgn aku tu..
sib baik bhgn tgn je seksi.. n chiba yg baik ati amik tisu lap2kan baju aku..
tggu bwh khemah tu lama2 kering la sket..cuz baju tu nipis..
makan2..jmpe2 member2 lame..
waa..rindu gile ngn dorg..
sonok dpt jmpe dorg..

n xsangka jumpe lak aina kat situ..
nampak je dia trus panggil dia..eh ko pon ade kat sini?
haha.. dia pon member biela jugak.. n member maini jgk..
haha..kecik je dunia ni..pusing2..jmpe jgk..haha..
n kat wediding tu dpt lagi jemputan next wedding plak..
adz ngn yana..
wah..makin ramia comrades da nak kawen ni..
aku camne?
waaaa...mak nak kawen gak..
carikan suami sorg..hehehe..
ok.. da siap entry ni..
tarikh 28 mei ni ade byk menda best.. hehe.. sambungnye jeng jeng jeng..

it's me..

bit by bit, somehow i learnt about myself..
from the mistakes i have done,
the right things i have done..
they made me think like..owh..so this is what will happen if i do this or that..

anyway..i went to the GAP programme,
and took a personality test..
and the result is truly me..hah~
i'm a people oriented type
---performing in a consistent, predictable way ( can be good and also bad)
---creating a stable, harmonious work environment..
mostly because once im comfortable in that position,i will remain the same..not wanting to going up neither down..or in other word..somehow will not improve much..
---showing patience
---wanting to help others
yes i am.. sometimes i dont know how to say NO..but im not a YES-man type..just that sometimes it happens..haha
---showing loyalty
haha.. yes im loyal..the circle of friends of mine is might be big..but the close people around me are quite a few..cuz i tend to be only close with whom im comfortable with.. while with others..i might be just a so-so type.. ..im just being nice..but i am not friendly nor talkative..
---being a good listener
because i dont talk much..i will listen more.. i sometimes just let the other party do the talk while i just listen to them and blurted out some words i think appropriate.. i will only talk about things i know, what i feel of somethings, and something i feel relevant/logical.. there are a few people said, i will only talk of facts and not babbling silly/nonsense things.. im being careful too in my conversation cuz im afraid i will mis-speak of anything..

there are also a few things i learnt lately since im doing things alone, not being accompanied..
---i cannot make a decision in a short period of time
really i cant..if i do, the result will not turn out good..
that is what usually happen.. maybe if the right decision is made then the result will be good then.. but if i were given more time..i will carefully think of the pros and the cons..only then i will decide..

and the other thing is..
i hate being alone
(zutto mae ni, i know this already) haha..

dingdong: da telan spasmoliv..hopefully ngntok pasni and leh tido..n lupekan kesakitan di perut..adeh..makan pedas lg~~

i cried..

x sangka aku menangis sebab dia..
actually dari pagi tu da sebak..bila bace post dia kat wall fb aku..
tp tahan je lagi..
kuar teman dia p beli kasut..
beli roti..makan portugese tart..
beli drinks kat cool blog..
lunch ayam penyet..
bersama atok n tia..kami gerak ke shah alam..
da nak dekat s.a da, kesesatan pulak dia..
tp aku xrisau sgt..cuz yakin dia akan jmpe gak jalan..
tp sepanjang jalan tu aku risau sebab dia bawak moto..
bahaya sket..compare ngn aku yg lam keta ni..
sepanjang jalan memang aku try slow and makesure dia ada lam my sight..
tp xsangke lak terpisah sekejap..however jmpe balik kat perhilitan tu..
alhamdulillah selamat smpai..
berjumpe ngn pocik yg sgt peramah n lawak..
best lah pocik n wife dia tu..
then bergerak ke tesco kejap..beli brg2 sket..n makan..
then gerak ke PJ, time tu da ujan..lebat gila,,
n aku terlepas lak simpang ke PPUM tu..
kena patah balik huhu..
dia berkata" ko xnak anta aku ke mushai?"" xkasi aku pegi ke"
huhu.. memang xnak pon kalo ikot ati..huhu..
sedey daa time tu..
then da sampai umah min..p antar barang2 kat umah..
tiba lah saat berpisah.. sedey gile..
xtaw nape aku sedey..
time salam n peluk2 tu aku xnak lepas..
then trus menitis air mata..
waaa... malu gak ngn atok n tia..
tp nak wat cane.. da sedey..
huhu..
tp kejap je la nanges..sebab ade atok n tia..
kalo aku sorg memang nanges je la.. xmo balik kot..huhu..
lam keta pon sedey lg..smpai atok tego
"mushai jgnlah kecewa sgt"
hehe.. biasa lah melayan perasaan..
cmtu lah jadinye..huhu..
balik anta atok then tia..
bile sorg2 je lam keta..trus nanges lagi..
balik bilik..malam tu nak tido..
nanges lagi.. sib bek farah da tutup lampu..so dia xnampak la..
ni tulis entry ni pon nangis lagi..
waaa...xleh terima lah pasni da xp lunch dinner ngn dia..
da susah nak p movie ngn dia..
p jalan2..gossip2..byk menda yg aku wat soh dia teman..
servis keta..isi angin tayar, isi minyak, check tayar keta..basuh keta..
nak p mane2 pon mesti dia ade..
huu.. da xde org dtg bilik pagi2..time aku dok tido lg..
so bila dia xde ni rase ralat sgt..especially time makan..
huuu..
wlpn kejap je aku kenal dia..
tp aku da sgt rapat ngn dia..
mugkin aku terlalu depend kat dia..
so bila dia xde aku sedey..
hopefully pasni aku akan jadi independent..
n aku akan jd stronger.. sebab i have to handle things on my own..
im a big girl.. n big girls dont cry..but i do cry..ottoghe..
FLOE, i miss u girl~
nanti weekend/cuti dtg la ukm..
aku pon aku g lawat ko nanti..

~ambitions~

Now, I can’t behave

I feel it in my feet on the streets

But don’t you know?

There’s something I can feel when I breathe

I told you once

You’re breaking into separate parts

But don’t you know?

It’s something that I can’t live without

And if somebody’s going to make it

Then this somebody ought to be you

And I keep telling my reflection

Ambitions are already starting to fade

I can’t tolerate

The feelings that I feel when I feel

But don’t you know?

Some feelings never seem to let go

Like a silverblade

I cut my way out of control

But don’t you know?

Some blades will cut you right to the bone

And if somebody’s going to make it

Then this somebody ought to be you

And if somebody’s going to fake it

Then this somebody, somebody is you

If it’s me that was going to take it

Then I know that it wouldn’t be straight

And I keep telling my reflection

Ambitions are already starting to fade

I Can’t tolerate…

I Can’t tolerate…

(Can’t tolerate)

And if somebody’s going to make it

Then this somebody ought to be you

And if somebody’s going to fake it

Then this somebody, somebody is you

If it’s me that was going to take it

Then I know that it wouldn’t be straight

And I keep telling my reflection

Ambitions are already starting to fade

And I keep telling my reflection

Ambitions are already starting to fade

hah! tetibe suke plak post lyrics..

btw, lagu ni Joe McElderry..

i dont even know who he is..

who cares anyway..

aku suke lagu ni pon sebab

GD nye cf gune lagu ni..hehe..

n cf tu plak ade kakkoi no otoko..

hee~

don't mind me..i just love this~

나 지금 울고 싶단 말야

너 땜에 울고 싶단 말야

힘들어 울고 싶단 말야

예전처럼 웃고 싶단 말야

또 다시 울고 있단 말야

나 울고 있단 말야

내 지친 사랑이 니 거친 바람이

나 두려워 나 두려워 너 없는 시간이

days of laziness

bwahaha..

what an entry huh?

bukan apelah..

sekadar nak menyatakan bahasa sesungguhnya..

3,4 hari ni..

saya sgt malas nak wat keje..study.dll..

most of my times spent with laptop..

men cityville..

stalk gmbar Suju, 

tgk bag n blouse yg agak lawa2..(bercita2 nak beli..tp xde duit yg mencukupi) haha..

so hanya mampu tgk je lah..

dan the rest yg i buat is tido..

lately sgt2 mengantuk je rase..

maybe sebab jalan jauh..dok lam keta lbh krg 2 jam pon sgt lah ngntok..

pastu balik lambat..

tido lambat..so bila bgn pagi masih lg ngntok..

last Sunday, pegi discussion..kol 2-5pm..

then jmpe tia..

sembang2 ngn tia..

mase tu pon da ngntok gle..

pegi bilik Floe..

nampak katil dia trus landing..

sempat gak tido jap..

wlpn da sgt lapar..tp lebih sedap tido..

haha..

pastu da balik dr makan..beli2 brg2 keperluan..

kol 10 da mula ngntok balik..

tido lagi smpai kol 4pg..

bgn wat keje sket..kol 6 da ngntok

tido lagi..

smpai kol 10 lbh..

pastu..bru stat bace2 n study2..

tghari kuar lunch..lepak2..berRIO,

balik tu smbg study sket..

ptg tu tido lagi..

bgn mandi mlm tu dinner with TKD family..

kol 10 lbh smpai bilik..

men cityville lagi..

study..wat catatan..

bace nota..

men cityville lagi..

blogwalking..

tulis entry baru..

pasni nak tido..lagi..

haha..

agaknye entry ni kena tukar tajuk jd TIDUR!!

haha

peace n out~

いつだって君に

君だけに逢いたかったよ 　いつだって逢いたかったよ
今は抱きしめてい るよ　君のすべてを
微笑みを許してよ　ただ僕らのために
きっと交わす日に　また光が射すから
涙のゆくえ　言葉なくして
本当の心　失っていた
感じた涙　乾く涙なら
見えない絆でしっかりつながれていた
そうもう一度 　言わないで行けるんだ
たとえ巡る時が
そうもういいから　夢の続き探し始めてみない か・・・
君だけに逢いたかっ たよ　いつだって逢いたかったよ
気持ちを伝えるた めに　ここへ来たんだ
寂しさも応えたよ　ただ君を信じて
ずっとありがとう　その想いがあるから
悲しくなる　僕た ちの幸せは
僕たちの答えが　何か大切なものを知ってたんだ
安らぎだけで触れあえるものを　感じていたいのに涙がどんな時も
そう他の誰かではなく　めぐりあえた意味があるね
今　願いを話せるね
そう君のための　僕でいたい
忘れずにいてほしいよ
君だけに逢いたかったよ いつだって逢いたかったよ
今は抱きしめてい るよ　君のすべてを
微笑みを許してよ　ただ僕らのために
きっとこの先に　また光は射すから
君だけに逢いたかったよ　いつだって逢いたかったよ
気持ちを伝えるために　ここへ来たんだ
寂しさも応えたよ　ただ 君を信じて
ずっとありがとう　その想いがあるから
君だけに逢いたかったよ　いつだって逢いたかったよ
今も抱きしめているよ　君のすべてを
微 笑みを許してよ　ただ僕らのために
きっとこの先に また光が射すから

To Sir, With Love..

I loved this song ever since I watched GLEE S1 finale episode last time..

it has been my everyday-must-listen-song.. 

u can watch it here

To Sir With Love..GLEE 

i would like to dedicate this song to all my friends..SKTL,SSPians, JKASians..

especially my taekwondo frens..

and 3 important Sirs in my life

Sir Edwin Yeap Hock Beng (my school band instructor),

Sir Ariffudin n Sir Chauw Proom Wichit (my taekwondo instructors)

here's the lyrics..

Those schoolgirl days, of telling tales and biting nails are gone,

But in my mind,

I know they will still live on and on,

But how do you thank someone, who has taken you from crayons to perfume?

It isn't easy, but I'll try,

If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky in letters,

That would soar a thousand feet high,

To Sir, with Love

The time has come,

For closing books and long last looks must end,

And as I leave,

I know that I am leaving my best friend,

A friend who taught me right from wrong, 

And weak from strong,

That's a lot to learn,

What, what can I give you in return?

If you wanted the moon I would try to make a start,

But I, would rather you let me give my heart,

To Sir, with Love 

white lie

if  a person says they never lie, they are lying..

well for me, i wouldn't say i never lie..

because if i did, i would be lying then..

a lie is something that i will rarely tell,

but i would eventually tell the truth if i did..

because it will bug me in the inside 

and i will never be at ease..

maybe what i usually did is to tell white lies..

u know what white lies mean?

here's what i have quoted from some website

white lie• n. a harmless or trivial lie, esp. one told to avoid hurting someone's feelings.-http://www.encyclopedia.com-
harmless lie: a lie not intended to harm, but told in order to avoid distress or embarrassmenta lie about a small or unimportant matter that someone tells to avoid hurting another personhttp://www.learnersdictionary.com
Tell a white lie is telling a lie to avoid making someone upset.It is an untruth told to spare feelings or from politeness.

i don't know what i'm trying to prove here..

my innocence?

my rights?

i have no idea..

i just want you to know that sometimes i might tell you white lies..

just so you know~

peace, n out~