it's me..

bit by bit, somehow i learnt about myself..
from the mistakes i have done,
the right things i have done..
they made me think like..owh..so this is what will happen if i do this or that..

anyway..i went to the GAP programme,
and took a personality test..
and the result is truly me..hah~
i'm a people oriented type
---performing in a consistent, predictable way ( can be good and also bad)
---creating a stable, harmonious work environment..
mostly because once im comfortable in that position,i will remain the same..not wanting to going up neither down..or in other word..somehow will not improve much..
---showing patience
---wanting to help others
yes i am.. sometimes i dont know how to say NO..but im not a YES-man type..just that sometimes it happens..haha
---showing loyalty
haha.. yes im loyal..the circle of friends of mine is might be big..but the close people around me are quite a few..cuz i tend to be only close with whom im comfortable with.. while with others..i might be just a so-so type.. ..im just being nice..but i am not friendly nor talkative..
---being a good listener
because i dont talk much..i will listen more.. i sometimes just let the other party do the talk while i just listen to them and blurted out some words i think appropriate.. i will only talk about things i know, what i feel of somethings, and something i feel relevant/logical.. there are a few people said, i will only talk of facts and not babbling silly/nonsense things.. im being careful too in my conversation cuz im afraid i will mis-speak of anything..

there are also a few things i learnt lately since im doing things alone, not being accompanied..
---i cannot make a decision in a short period of time
really i cant..if i do, the result will not turn out good..
that is what usually happen.. maybe if the right decision is made then the result will be good then.. but if i were given more time..i will carefully think of the pros and the cons..only then i will decide..

and the other thing is..
i hate being alone
(zutto mae ni, i know this already) haha..

dingdong: da telan spasmoliv..hopefully ngntok pasni and leh tido..n lupekan kesakitan di perut..adeh..makan pedas lg~~