Paul Smith..

current song~
lets go party 2NE1

aku tertarik ngn these sneakers..
nakkkk... sesape tlg blikan plizz..huhuhu..

or this



huhu.. selipar ni pon jadi la..

summary ( 17-26 sept 09 )

17 sept..
ateh knocked at my door..'mushai, aku xjadi balik arini..aku balik sok..jom balik ngn aku n nazrin..' pe lagi..aku pon 'ok'.. haha..dapat le aku balik awal..kalo x ari sabtu la bru balik penang ngn bus..huhu..
18 sept..
bgn kol 6lbh..siap2 n tunggu ateh balik kolej dr umah makcik dia.. dekat kol 8 dia sampai..dia kemas2 brg..bersiap..kami bertolak ke KDO amik nazrin.. kol 815 lbh kurang.. bertolak kuar dr ukm..huhu.. ateh drive sampai rawang..then dia soh aku drive coz dia ngntok.. aku pon took over la.. haha.. mlm tu aku da gtaw my mom aku gilir2 ngn ateh drive n she already freaked out.. risau la coz aku xpenah lg drive jauh2 ni.. so sepanjang journey aku drive aku xgtaw pon my mom.. juz gtaw dia da sampai kat mane je..huhu.. aku drive dr Rawang sampaila ke Juru (Penang) NON STOP..huhu.. nak stp watpe..pose bknnnye leh singgah r&r minum ke hape..haha.. kol 1245 lhb krg smpai kat Juru.. tggu my mom amik lak kat sana.. jln jem gak ar kat BM..huhu..around 2 sampai umah.. da smpai umah rilek2 tdo smapi kol 4..abg kejut ajak g shopping.. aku gtaw 10 minit lg..aleh2 aku tdo smpai 445..haha.. bgn2 abg bru balik dr masjid.. dia n abah g solat asar kat masjid coz nk amik bubur lambuk yg tok ayah teringin nk makan.. abg gtaw sok la kta p shopping.. aku pon mengangguk je la.. still ngntok..
19 sept..
kol 3 kuar g The Summit BM.. ramai gak org.. my mom pesan blikan tudung.. abg nk bli kemeja for his convo t..adik nk bli bju raya dia..ihsan nk bli songkok.. mule2 jaln same..then pecah.. aku sorg g cari tdg.. abg ngn ihsan.. adik ntah g mana tah.. pastu adik call tanye aku katne..then dia smpai kat aku.. kebetulan kat kedai tu ade jual ak baju melayu.. trus la dia try n ble da seswai..dia bli sepasang.. aku pon da jumpe tdg yg my mom nak.. then muna call..' kak,jgn lupa bli jam kat mun..muna nak warna pink'..haha.. ok2..pasu ikot adik dia nk bli t-shirt.. jumpe 1 sneaker shoes.. paul smith nye brand.. tgk kat tag made in korea.. cantek gak.. adik ar tetibe dia gtaw promoter tu aku nk pakai.. padehal dia yg tgk dulu.. pape je la.. ade offer time tu..so harge dia dlm rm 100++..xigt the exact figure tp dkat 200 gak la..huu.. xmaula aku..cash ade je tp cam xrase mau bli.. nextime la kot..xelok membazir bulan pose ni..bli yang perlu je.. shopping sakan sampai xhengat time.. abg call gtaw cepat sket.. da nk kol 7 da.. nk balik solat asar lg..huhu.. so balik la.. sampai je umah trus solat asar.. trun bwh je da azan..huhu.. buke pose..
20 sept..
RAYA.. haha.. cam biase seperti tahun sebelum ni.. g solat sunat aidilfitri..ziarah kurur tok mak.. pastu melekat kat umah la.. org datang xputus2.. masuk zohor je da kurang sket org.. pe lg.. 1 family flat..tdo..huhu.. ptg tu bgn.. siap2 g jalan raye kat umah jiran2..
21 sept..
RAYA ke2.. g beraya umah tok belah mak.. n sedara2 belah mak.. kuar pagi..ptg tu bru balik..
22 sept..
RAYA ke3.. kuar jalan raya lagik.. arini jauh sket.. g kedah.. umah tok long.. kat kuala ketil.. nak g kuala ketil tu xla jauh.. tp nk masuk ke umah toklong tu lame gak la..coz cam pedalaman sket.. pastu g umah sedare lain lak.. jauh gak..tp xde plak kat umah.. huhu..xde jodoh nk jumpe coz rijan gtaw dorg bru je kuar..so balik la..
23 sept..
RAYA ke4.. tgh ari tu g beraye umah mak cik lia, pak cik mi.. aku,mak,abah,muna n ihsan je ikot..abg n adik xikot..aku la kena drive coz abg xikot.. b4 ni abg driver..arini aku driver..mak cik wat mee rebus..huhu..sodap.. pastu g umah sedara mak..cik munirah n cik saadiah.. huhu..makan je koje nye..da raye kan.. mlm tu abg soh teman dia bli contact lense..
24 sept..
RAYA ke5 xg mane2.. dok umah je.. ucu(adik abah), ayahcu, zaki n aisyah datang umah..(balik kg)..coz umah aku adelah kg ktorg..huhu..my family tggal ngn grandparents.. so umah =kg..huhu..
25 sept..dok umah je..makan..lepak..tido..
26 sept..dok umah je..makan..lepak..tido..

KESIMPULANNYA..
1 bulan pose berat turun 3 kg..
7 ari kat umah RAYA.. berat naik 5 kg kot..huhu..
GILA!! pasni kena jogging petang2..huhu..

wow.. im flattered..

i checked at my mediafire account..
looked at my folder.. super junior..
i once share the link at makikawaii's blog..
and looking at the number downloaded from my link..
im honored..
lots of suju fans downloaded from this account of mine..
especially this song..sorrysorry..it reached 400+ downloads..
im glad that i can share the album with them..
i know its illegal but not everybody can afford to buy the album..

im not regretting it..

i was in the dilemma few hours before the grading test.. and i asked for opinion..
and what i decided is to postpone it till i'm fully ready.. i was thinking of getting out tonite..not going to Pusan..or just stay in my room.. coz i don't wanna bring any regrets if i really go there..
however, Ja texted me n asked me to join the buke puase with taekwondo members..after that we'll straightaway go to pusan.. n our beloved senior ing hoe with the help of his sweet little girls, tasha, and arina, made us some food.
thank you guys~

after buke puase..went to pusan..the members are getting ready for their test.. ester asked me to memorize taeguk 5.. i said im not taking the test.. she's like..laa..y? i tot u're gonna grading tonite..i just said im not ready.. well i guess im really not ready.. coz when i tried the taeguk .. i made a lot of mistakes esp in stances.. so..its final..no grading for me tonite.. just need a bit more time to train..

during the green belt grading, sir called me suddenly and he asked me to partner with a girl..do the 2step-sparring n free sparring.. it feels weird..its been a while since masum that i do sparring..next, ester commented me on my blocks n punches.. she said i need to be more firm in those.. my sparring are ok tho.. so..i have to train more for the next grading or else i wont pass the test..have some nice chat with some1 i longed to see n talk to..just some1 i respect a lot..

after the session, we went to village view..makan2..sate ayam n daging..ester belanja.. whoah.. tenkiu ester.. now im in my room..getting ready to bed.. thinking of tomorrow..a better tomorrow..

dayat,tasha and i dont remember that guy's name.. congratulations on ur promotion for black belt!!.. i'll be the next one..wait..

* hopefully Jay is doing well n healthy..i miss you..

done with LI exec summary

its done n I've sent it to the office just now..
its such a relief that i dont have to think about it anymore..

moving on to next assignment
1. Sustainability in civil engineering work
handwriting, 4-5 pages, due 16 sept
2. Write about Malaysian Water Association and its affiliations
handwriting, 2 pages, due in 2 weeks..im guessing its after raya la..

feel so lazy to start doing those, but iono, it takes me some times huh..

*still in dilemma whether to take the taekwondo grading test or not.. feels like im not ready
maybe i should wait till im ready then..aigoo..2 more tests left to get the black belt..

i'm missing Jay~ T___T

heartbroken~

is this bacause of GD's heartbreaker?
its like a bad omen huh?
no i dont blame GD for this of course.. 100% NOT GD's fault
its their fault (anti fans-k nets)

okay the thing is :
2 days ago, i found out about Jay's myspace comment sayin - korea is gay..i hate koreans
the whole thing bout this has blowed up k-nets anger coz it hurts their koreans pride..
they even put up a petition to sent Jay back to America and worst, a petition to ask Jay to commit suicide!!! are the out of their mind? sheesh..
yesterday JYP said he won't send Jay away.. Jay's still in 2PM..
today.. Jay announced in a fancafe saying he's quitting 2PM..
next thing i found out, he's going back to his hometown, Seattle, USA .. well he already left this evening..

hella is this a conspiracy? like Jay used to say before..
it happened in just 4 days and now he left.. being an ex-member of 2PM..

aigoo.. why is the world so cruel?
the myspace comment was 4 years ago..why mind bringing it up? he was all alone in korea, still not used to koreans culture n all.. and gay doesnt mean homo.. its just an expression you idiot!!
i know what he did was wrong but why cant they forgive him?
im even more angry when the fans/ex anti fans-suddenly-turning-fans were crying n begging him not to leave.. ( i mean those who cursing n mad at him at first ) not HOTTEST.. HOTTEST will always support Jay no matter what.. how could they treated him badly and the next thing they know they want him back? come on, get a life!!!

im so mad that i couldnt do my LI report well..luckily i only have to edit it a bit here and there..
and i cried (i still couldnt believe he left) and i cant listen to 2PM songs or watch their vid anymore.. its too painful.. thinking of Toshio cried and fainted when he left, it devastated..
he trained hard for 4 years and it took only 4 days to bring him down.. T_____T

but i believe in him..he will come back..
i'll wait for you, Jay..
"lets walk together"
"7-1=0"
"2PM is not 7, they are 1"

im having muscle pain in stomach because of last nite training, its kinda shock to my body coz i havent been training for a while since LI.. aigoo..

hopefully tomorrow will be a better day~
HWAITING!!