Tuesday, October 06, 2009

juz wanna write some words..

entahla.. mungkin aku da berubah dari segi emosi.. lepas praktikal ni aku cam cepat je emo.. i can easily get annoyed even with a small thing.. mungkin banyak kot menda yang aku simpan dlm hati..aku xreti nak luahkan..aku xtaw pada sape aku nak cerita.. well there are things we should keep in private but we cant just keep it forever.. it should be released from our unease mind sooner or later..if we keep it in ourself we could gone insane n crazy.. n one day we'll explode becoz we keep those matters too long..

haha..banyak menda berlaku kebelakangan ni.. i slowly began to loose my confident.. the hope n faith i have before is no longer the same ..everything seems to be more n more difficult..and decision wasnt easy to be made anymore..the more i thin the more difficult for me to choose.. i wanna be the old me who didnt really care the pros n cons..juz go with the flow.. but im an adult now.. i need to think better..choose a reasonable option.. and put in everything into consideration.. i cant no longer 'lantakla'..ermm,maybe sumtimes i will do that..haha..

*punca utama stress n tension weekend ritu adalah toothache.. pas g jumpe dentist n got treatment..trus je ok..sorry abg if ur sis ni was being irrational n easily upset time ur konvo ritu.. sakit ati ngn seseorang, sakit gigi n penat menjadikan mood trus xbaik.. mianhe..but still..congrats upon ur graduation..

3 comments:

Amy Fareena said...

hey chill babe...
hehehe... fighting~~
ble2 aku emo2, bengang2 ngan org, aku g tgk wild bunny,idol army,star king, EHB...and pastu aku ok balik.. hahaha... oh wait, u still can't watch 2pm related stuff, lupe plak. hahahha... i'm still enjoying them tho. if Jay's happy, then i'm happy too ^_^ heard that he's doing well now.

~mushai~ said...

biasela mende2 emo ni kdg2 jadi..xleh nak control..bukan pms pon..tp da byk menda jd..xleh tahan la..aku da ok da pas g training taekwondo smlm..all those kicks and punches rase lega..yeah.

haha..amy..aku da boleh tgk 2pm stuff..dgr lagu pon ok je..da xsdey lagik..awal2 ritu je xleh..lame2 da xtahan..rindu giler nk tgk Jay..so tgk je la..haha gelak gile..puas ati..
its great that Jay is doing well.. ^__^

Lah said...

cais..but its ok darling.no wonder la smcm ja ari 2..wa pn pnt gk kn..xckup tdo mlm 2.pas 2 nk drive blik png g..hoho.nvm..