Forgive me god..i'm a sinner

current mood -> melancholy
current song -> G-Dragon - Naman Barabwa (Look at me only)Part.2

i've said things i should not say..
though i didnt really meant it
but i've thought about it and said it..
im so ungrateful to god..

i've been having a really bad days lately..
this two weeks are the crucial weeks for me..with lots of presentations and hand in assignments
therefore..
lack of sleep..busy finishing assignments,
escaping taekwondo training.. master chauw..mianhae..
mentally exhausted! headache.. eating and sleeping disorder
LI problem..(dont wanna think about it for now) cuz its DAMN..
i felt betrayed..but never mind..
i can go on with my life..

luckily i still have frens who listened to me..
i am not a person who can tell what my actual feeling..
im not really good at hiding it but im also not really good in showing it..
means..i dont know how to tell..

so i mengadu to a fren of mine..
erm she did asked whats are the prob..
but i said i dunno how to tell..
so she just advice in general which i can accept it well..
im grateful to have her..even though she is far from me..
i can still depend on her..
chen..thanks for being my fren..
i love u..miss u a lot..

but damn..why am i crying?