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day #3 [30 Days Kpop Challenge]

2012-01-07T13:54:00.002+08:00

Day 3: Your ultimate k-pop guy bias

this is very very hard for me to answer it..

really i can't choose..

i have too many..

from Jaejoong - Kyuhyun - Donghae - Kikwang - Yoseob - Jonghyun (shinee n cnblue) - Dongjun- Siwan- L -Woohyun - Seyong - Gunwoo- Zico - Jaehyo - Chunji- LJoe - Minwoo - Kwangmin

if i have to choose it now.. it will be L

i Love L..

keke..wiLL sureLy choose L..

but Like previously stated in entry before,

if i wrote this in 2009..it wiLL be Donghae instead..

haha.. but now.. it wiLL be L..

haha..

ok..kkeut!

my 1st etude house shopping spree..

2012-01-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

location: Alamanda Putrajaya
time: 6-7pm

hahaha..
yeah..i've gone a bit crazy..
budget duit berkepuk la dalam purse..
hahaha..

me n floe went out for a movie..
Mission Impossible ..quite a good movie i must say..since it didn't bored me >_<
ok..after the movie..kitorg jalan2 sekitar Alamanda tu..
try VW nye keta kat situ.. masuk kuar..buka bonet bagai..
jalan2 masuk Body Shop..
malangnya xde discount untuk perfume yg aku mau..
so blah la dari situ..

jalan2 terserempak ngn Etude House (terserempak!) sot!
ok.. mule2 tgk2 je..memang xde intention untuk membeli pon..haha
nampak muka Onew n Dara kat situ..haha..
pastu kan..promoter pon datang
da nama pon promoter..tugasnya adalah untuk promote barang2 kat situ lah..
ok..1st item.. eye liner..
ada 20% discount..
ok grab 1..
then.. mascara (chewah)
50% discount.. also grab 1..
move to next section..lipgloss n lipstick..
since im not a fan of lipstick.. i chose lipgloss instead..
murah oh.. rm10 je..
then..BB Cream..
ok.. i xpenah guna this cream..
i only have been using Maybelline gel foundation
and i knew about BB cream pon from oppa2/dongseang kpop i lah..
haha.. dorang memang apply BB cream je if xsempat make-up..
name pon blemish balm cream.. tugas dia cover blemish la..hehe..
ini pon sempena CNY harga dia rm20 je..

then usha patch..
grab sebarang 2..
hehe.. eye n nose patch..
so total barang aku beli adalah..
7..-1 (floe punye)
=6..six..

haha.. hulur debit card..
dapat resit n barang2..

sneek peek in the bag

jyj tu bukan untuk promote..kebetulan kalender tu ada gambar jyj

4 out of 6 items

end of my etude house shopping spree..
lalalala..
ok..esok jum try test..hahaha..

kkeut~

day #2 [30 Days Kpop Challenge]

2012-01-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

Day 2: Your favorite k-pop girl group

hurm.. kpop girl group..
it's kinda hard for me..
not because of there are a lot of them that i like..
but because of there are not many that i really knew n like..
but in terms of songs that i've heard
i will choose
SECRET
maybe because i like their songs..
Shy Boy.. Starlight Moonlight

ok..kkeut!

day #1 [30 Days Kpop Challenge]

2012-01-05T13:47:00.000+08:00

Day 1: Your favorite k-pop guy group

hahahaha..

ok..this is tough..for me..

to choose one out of tens kpop groups ..

hurm..

but anyway.. i will choose...

INFINITE

DEFINITELY INFINITE

well if i were to answer this question in 2009

the answer would probably be SUPER JUNIOR..

KEKEKE...

that's all..

see ya in next Q..

jya na..

30 Days Kpop Challenge

2012-01-05T12:43:00.002+08:00

Day 1: Your favorite k-pop guy group
Day 2: Your favorite k-pop girl group
Day 3: Your ultimate k-pop guy bias
Day 4: Your ultimate k-pop girl bias
Day 5: Your favorite k-pop song from your favorite guy group
Day 6: Your favorite k-pop song from your favorite girl group
Day 7: A k-pop song that makes you cry
Day 8: A k-pop song you know all the words to
Day 9: Your favorite k-pop performance
Day 10: A k-pop dance you’d like to learn
Day 11: Your favorite k-pop music video
Day 12: The very first k-pop song you’ve ever heard
Day 13: A k-pop group you dislike and why
Day 14: A k-pop song that makes you smile
Day 15: A k-pop song that reminds you of someone you miss
Day 16: Your favorite k-pop lyric (and a translation)
Day 17: A k-pop idol you wish was your older sibling
Day 18: A k-pop idol you wish was your younger sibling
Day 19: Your favorite interview of a k-pop idol or group
Day 20: Your favorite picture of your guy k-pop bias
Day 21: Your favorite picture of your girl k-pop bias
Day 22: Your favorite picture of your favorite k-pop group
Day 23: A picture of a k-pop idol who you think is underrated
Day 24: A picture of a k-pop idol who you think is overratd
Day 25: Your favorite k-pop music video
Day 26: Your favorite cover of a k-pop song by another k-pop artist
Day 27: Your favorite dance battle
Day 28: Your favorite cover of an American song by a k-pop artist
Day 29: A k-pop song you never get tired of
Day 30: A k-pop idol that has amazing eye smiles

never say never

2011-12-27T18:18:00.000+08:00

actually aku tgh susun data DOE n DID ni..
siyes aku xtipu.. haha.. (sengal)
sambil dgr lagu Joey Mcintyre Stay the same..
da berapa kali aku ulang2 ni..

hujan lebat kat luar..
sesungguhnya rasa nak tido..
penat 5 jam dalam bus masih terasa..
walaupun aku tido je dalam bus tadi..
tapi.. sakit badan la sebab restricted movement atas seat bus tu..
sakit buntut oh! (maaf kurang sopan lak)
haha..

yang pasti.. tetibe aku teringat kata2 guru bahasa inggeris aku mase kat Sekolah Seri Puteri dulu.. Ms Shalwati aka..Ms.Shal..
dia selalu pesan kat kitorg dulu..
"Never say never! God is great.."
indeed true..
tak perlu aku explain panjang lebar
you yourself will understand it
sebab aku pasti.. masing2 pernah ckp.."aku xkan ........"
dan tanpa diri sendiri sedar..kita buat perkara yang kita cakap kita xkan itu...
atau pon perkara tu terjadi tanpa kita jangka..

seelok-eloknya.. kita berdoa agar dijauhkan dari perkara yang xelok..
dan mudah2an..kita sentiasa dipelihara dan perkara yang baik dekat selalu dengan kita
InsyaAllah,,Amin,,

aku menulis sebab aku teringat balik..
aku pernah kutuk/ckp bukan2 terhadap 1 perkara..
dan tanpa aku sedari.. aku buat juga benda tu..
aku terasa macam ludah jilat balik (ewwwwhh)
licking back your own spit.. (sounds nicer?)
hahaha..

ok...mari berubah ke arah kebaikan..
sempena nk sambut tahun baru ni..
go go ssing!! (apekah?)

dingdong : teringin makan ayam penyet..oh jum sambung balik wat keje..

Hurul_aini's GiveawaySpree Round 2

2011-12-26T15:54:00.002+08:00

haloo..
last minute nye decision nk tulis pasal ni..
buat pengetahuan semua, cik hurul aini ni da byk buat giveaway taw..
album ukiss..infinite..dan laen2.. kesimpulannya banyak la sebab lebih dari 1..hehe..

and kali ni..dia nk wat CN Blue sock nye giveaway lak..
ni gambarnye..

sila click di gambar untuk direct link ke blog Hurul Aini

camne? comel x? keke.. kalo dapat ni memang simpan aje.. xde makne nye nk pakai kan..

barang comel xleh pakai..kena simpan.. ( teori sapa aku hentam ni )

anyway..kalo berminat..sila visit http://hurulaini.net/giveawayspree-round-2-cnblue-sock/ or click kat gambar tu..link trus ke blog dia.. or follo twitter dia ke.. @hurul_aini

plus ada banyak lagi info2 bermanfaat lam blog cik hurul aini ni..
aritu baru usha camne nk reg paypal..
plus lagi..dia engineer! yay~ aku nk jadi engineer gak..
da name pon amik course engineering..kena lah jadi engineer kan..
Insyaallah.. Amin..

sambungan dari xander nye showcase (entry sakit hati)

2011-12-26T00:40:00.002+08:00

da sampai bangi..trus cari tmpat makan..aku selalu sesat kat area seksyen 4-3.. bengong kan!! padahal nk pegi seksyen 7.. alih2..kuar g makan kat makyam! haha.. pastu mesej2 ngn dak2 taekwondo..xde reply pon dari dorg.. assume dorg da tido.. pastu kol 2 dpt reply..dorg g karok!!! what!! xajak.. siyes sedey T__T.. pastu dorg ckp..ala korg sure lagi happy.. memang la happy jumpa xander..

tp xfair la korg ckp gitu..mane leh compare happy g karok ngn geng.. macam la kalo korg g jumpe xander tu korg happy..korg xkenal pon xander tu sape kan.. kalo kenal pon korg xminat kan.. macam la kalo kitorg ajak korg nk ikot kan.. huh! saket aji jah!!!! siyes sakit ati!

aku mesej lambat sket la..salah aku jugak kot.. tp floe ade call gak dorg..tp no answer..pastu found out..dorg sume letak hp lam beg..xpasan.. of coz la kan..da bersenonok.. mane nk tgk hp kan.. so nak wat cane.. memang xde rezeki aku.. kalo ikotkan..memang aku xkesah sgt..tp ni kali kedua aku terlepas karok.. jadi geram.. kalo dulu sebab aku xde kat ukm..aku stay umah makcik aku kat BTHO.. fine la.. tp ni ade je kat UKM.. xdpt join gak.. sedey.. pasni kalo korg xajak siap ar.. kalo memang aku xdpt join xkesah la.. tapi at least tolong lah ajak.. hish!

pastu.. mase aku xde keta..tahu aje eh.. mase ester ajak p makan tu..xde sorg pon mesej aku.. pelik gak aku.. selalunye trus aje dpt mesej..'join x..nk tumpang..' bukannya aku xnak kasi tumpnag ke ape.. tapi bila tahu aku xde keta..xde org pon tanye aku g ngn sape ke ape ke..nasib la abg aku hantar keta the night before..so mase tu aku memang da dpt keta cume xgtaw je.. sedikit terkilan.. macam xdihargai..sedih ok..

mase nk g bli tiket balik penang tu ajak floe teman.. at least dia tanye gak aku.."nak aku g amik ko? keta da ade ke?" at least she had the thoughts n courtesy to ask.. but the rest.. ok salah aku kot..xinform kat twitter n fb yg ade da dpt balik keta dr abang aku.. ye..so salah aku la kan..

pastu ada beberapa pertanyaan yg selalu terngiang2 kat kepala.. "kalo kuar ko selalu bawak dorg kan xkesah la g mane pon..share ke duit minyak?" hurm.. aku xtaw nk jawab.. sebab kalo ramai2..cam xde je.. maybe kalo jalan jauh2..kalo setakat g makan tu..xde lah kan.. "tapi korg selalu kuar kan? kalo da selalu tu xke mcm ko je yg kuar duit minyak?" aah..ermmm...alah tapi aku pon nk kuar makan..so kira cam yelah..duit aku lah.. kalo aku yang ajak dorg makan..xkan la aku nk soh dorg bayar duit minyak lak kan? unless kalo seserong tu aku selalu bawak sebab dia minta tolong ke ape ke.. dia akan belanja makan ke..camtu lah.. tp kalo ade yg pinjam keta tu selalunya dia akn topup minyak lah.. kalo urusan rasmi..aku claim la duit ngn club ke pape ke.."owh..ok lah camtu..tp cam xpatut la..ko bukannye da keje ke ade biasiswa ke.. parents ko yg kasi duit kan?" aku bisu seribu bahasa.. (perbualan ini pernah berlaku suatu ketika dahulu bersama sahabat tercinta)

jgn salah phm..aku xminta ape2..aku xminta pon duit ke belanja ke.. aku cuba wat baik ngn org..dgn harapan org wat baik juga ngn aku.. aku memang xreti nk luahkan kata2 direct kat org.. so aku xrasa yg org akan betul2 paham aku.. tapi ada org yg aku xperlu explain tp dia paham jugak.. thanx a lot my friends.. you know who you are.. aku xperlu mention..

dingdong: aku mungkin xcukup baik untuk bersahabat dgn mereka.. mungkin aku perlu jadi lebih baik~

picture credit: as tagged n http://fuckyeahkpopmacros.tumblr.com

Xander 1st solo showcase in KL

2011-12-26T00:04:00.002+08:00

tarikh: 18 disember 2011
tempat: cheras leisuremall
jam : 7pm

alkisahnya pada suatu hari di bulan november yg lepas (xigt bila) aku telah berkunjung ke bilik floe.. dia nk menyedut barang2 dari external aku.. haha.. pastu dia tanya..nk g xander nye showcase? aku xbrapa eager sgt la nk g.. tp dia sgt2 la eager..actually dia baru jugak la minat si xander ni xsalah aku la.. since dia tgk chef kiss ritu terus meletop keXanderette-an dia.. as for me.. mase xander lam ukiss dulu..memang dia no1 la.. tp bila dia da kuar.. kevin n kiseop ambil alih tmpat dia.. haha.. so kitorg,eh dia decide nk beli VIP nye tix..aku nk bli Zone A je.. xde modal lah..haha.. tp nk wat cane.. dia nk sponsor half.. gila kan!! weh floe!! gila!! haha..naa.. im thankful enough sebab ada org sanggup belanja.. but still gila kan! haha.. so aku settlekan bab2 membeli tiket ni..n transport lah..haha.. bila da confrim tiket tu..mulakan meroyan kat twitter..ngeng!

ok.. berbalik semula ke tarikh 18 disember, haha hari yang sama, ada tournament taekwondo national interclub and most seniors of UKM team joined the tournament except me and tasha.. busy (kot)..aku la..tasha memang busy..schedule dia pack..sebenarnya aku lama xjoin training..ritu sibuk jadi babysitter, so xjoin la selection..automatically xjoin la tournament kan.. so aku g tgk dorg kat stadium badminton cheras..gerak g sana ngn PiJaT with tasha.. menyaksikan kemenangan 2 gold pipah meow..1silver floe.. hebat kan budak2 ni..clap2.. woohoo!!

ok..kol 630 siap bg medal2 sume.. trus blah ngn floe.. floe tukar baju n suar lam keta woi!! saje nk gtaw sume.. hahahaha! nasibla keta aku tinted..wlpn bkn tinted plg gelap..kira membantu juga ka.. haha..
kol 650..siap park keta sume..jalan menuju ke tmpt showcase..da nampak stage..tp xtaw cane nk g sne..pusing2 lam mall tu.. tnye makcik cleaner..pakcik guard..baru jumpa..haha..redeem tix..dpt poster n calender..

sib baek lum start..ade sape tah tgh perform..local artist rase nye.. kitorg masuk je..xander pon kuar atas stage..woooooo!!! hype kejap.. hehe..xander hensem.. n ramai gak fans yg datang.. even kitorg da lambat..ade lg yg dtg after kitorg.. layan2 lagu dia.. aku suka lagu I Just.. lagu tu comel..keke.. ada tayangan MV I Just.. hee..xander perform 3 lagu lam album, lagu secret garden tu n lagu meteor garden.. setuju ngn kata2 floe, xander nampak makin hensem.. siyes xtipu! plus dia sgt gentleman..dia treat fans sgt best!

dekat2 kol 8 aku gerak nk p solat maghrib.. xsangka aku g solat.. bukan nk riak ke ape.. tp aku sorg kot.. kalo ada member nk teman p solat tu laen cite la kan.. selalu kalo cam solo ni selalu memang da mengabaikan tanggungjawab da.. lam surau tu ade ajuhmma..dia pon ade tiket xander..keke..teman anak dia kot! hehe.. bila aku siap solat je..dpt text from floe.. da start autograph session.. yay!!

beratur la.. agak sesak mase nk beratur.. ramai VIP nye tix holder.. nasib la bukan zone A.. lagi lame kena beratur.. mase da sampai atas stage tu.. org depan sket dr aku minta dia hug.. reason dia..dia beli 6 tix..gila x? haha..nampak xander depan2.. waa!!aku kasi dia lollipop bentuk strawberry tu.. cakap ngn dia this is for u..tp dia dok sibuk sign.. pastu crew situ amik lollipop tu masukkan lam box hadiah tu..aku cam blur kejap.. waa..xander xpandang pon! pastu tetibe dia hulur tgn.. dia ckp "thanx for coming" sambil senyum.. aku memang blur.. sib baek cepat comeback to earth! trus sambut tgn dia n jawab" you're welcome".. mak aih tangan dia..lembut nak mampos..tgn aku berkali2 ganda kasar ok.. pastu turun la.. floe turu n pas aku.. xander sign album dia.. pastu tgk calander dia xsign.. ape lagi..soh dia beratur lagi la.. sebab vip nye line xabes lg.. pakcik rela tu pon merelakan dia masuk line balik.. yelah..rugi je kalo calender tu sign.. kali kedua..floe sempat record mase signing tu.. hebat tol bab2 menyeludup ni.. aku smpai je atas stage tu trus kena warn..no camera please.. aku pon ok je..

ni lah calender nye

da selesai sume tu..kitorg g bergambar sekitar banner xander.. tggu smpai abes dlam kol 9 30 camtu.. pastu xander turun dia lambai..n said his goodbye.. kitorg pon ikot la jalan depan tu.. sebab park keta kat sana.. pastu nampak van xander.. dia baru masuk.. dia lambai2.. hehe.. mase tu da xramai la fans..ramai yg da blah..kitorg ikot van tu smpai kuar dr area tu.. hehe.. pastu balik menuju ke keta.. masuk keta trus pasang cd xander.. ^^ balik menuju UKM..lalalala..dgn ati gumbira..

thesis oh thesis siri 2

2011-12-25T22:28:00.001+08:00

eh jap..ade siri 1 ke?
xigt lak..cam xpenah pon tulis mase undergrad dulu..
oh btw, writing nye progress sgt2 la mcm siput!
siyes.. aku sgt pemalas..
dgn itu.. aku menyegerakan tugasan2 lab..
da wat sampling
out of 7, 2 1/2 lab da siap..
DP,pH n BOD (1/2) sebab BOD1 da amik bacaan..tinggal BOD5 ari rabu ni..
selebihnye COD (perlu pertolongan kak lily), TSS (rose) TKN ..heavy metal (ICPMS)
keke..

pasni kena siapkan analisis data DOE DID..
sgt byk..sgt pening..
tp bila da start tu..slow2 gerak jugak la thesis ku ni..
at least ada teman..Yan n Tia yg selalu wat keje kat fakulti malam2..
^_^ hopefully dapat siapkan segera..
hwaiting!! jaiyou!! Ganbatte kudasai!!

kisah dalam lrt

2011-12-06T02:16:00.002+08:00

tarikh:3 disember 2012
tempat: dalam lrt sri petaling line
waktu: antara jam 640-7 lbh

aku, mak n maklong adni pegi pwtc..
ada persidangan umno..
tp ktorg bukannya pegi persidangan umno pon..
pegi gerai jualan yg ada kat situ ja..
haha..
ok sebenarnye..aku jalan2 jap ngn mak n maklong..
pastu aku tinggalkan dorg kat situ..aku g the mall jalan2..
lalalalala..

ok la..masuk kisah lam LRT tu..
ni otw nak balik la..
mak duk ngn maklong..
aku lak duk kat seat yg sebelah dorg la..
seat yg panjang2 tu..bkn yg 2 2 tu..
bertentangan dgn aku..ade 2 org budak pompuan..
baju dorg belang2 itam putih..tp design len sket la..
umur dorg lam 9-10 thn kot..
mule2 aku pikir..ni adik n kakak..
tp muka lain sgt..
pastu sorg cerah..sorg lagi lagi cerah..
sorg tu mcm talkative..sorg tu less talkative la..ckp byk gak..tp kurang sket la dr sorg lagi..
ok aku bg name yg lagi cerah n less talkative tu kiri.. cerah n talkative kanan..

aku tgk2 gak dorg..memang asyik je bersembang dorg dua tu..
pastu tetibe si kanan tu pandang aku..then tanye..'cantik x dia?'..sambil tunjuk kat kiri..
aku cam huh? aku dgr..tp aku xsure ape yg aku dgr tu betul ke x..
so aku pon sengih je la..
lgpon in between kitorg ade org yg berdiri..

pastu tetibe ade budak duduk sebelah aku..pastu adik dia pon nak duduk jugak..
pandang2 je aku..
ape lagi aku bangun la..
berdiri dkt ngn dorg..
pastu aku tnye dorg balik..
tanye ape td..
kanan pon cakap..'dia cantik x?'
dalam ati aku..yg bertanye tu lagi cantik dr kiri tu..
so aku pon jawab.. sambil senyum.. 'cantik? hurmm.. dia comel lah~haha..'
dorg pon gelak2..
si kiri tu ckp..'jgn la ckp camtu.. malu..'
hahaha..sengal la budak2 ni..
dorg tnye..aku turun mane..aku jwbla bdr tasik selatan..
dorg pon same gak..bts
dia ckp dorg nak g umah sedara kat cheras tu..
owh~
pastu da sampai..aku pon kuar la..
dorg ade kat belakang aku.aku pon lambai tgn je la..n say bye..
pastu tetibe dak kanan tu ckp..'akak..nak salam'
aku pon hulur lah tgn..n dia salam..
yg kiri tu belakang sket..sesak2..aku lambai jelah..
terus mak aku tanye..'kenal ke?'
hahaha..aku gelak je.. xkenal pon..
tp aku suka je layan dorg..
comel..aku suka tgk muka kanan tu.. senyum dia cantik..
yg kiri rambut dia curly2 sket..comel~

ok..kkeut..
p/s: da lame xupdate blog kan..lalalala
oh lupe nk gtaw dorg bukan berdua je..ade mak n nenek dorg kot..maybe dorg ni cousin kot..hahaha

Aku dan jpop dan tia..

2011-09-08T21:10:00.001+08:00

Panjang nye I cite pasal jdrama.. rase cam malas lak nak cite panjang2 pasal jpop. Okay, let’s begin.

My favorite group mase tu adalah KATTUN. Pas I tgk Nobuta wo Produce tu, time tu dorg baru jugak la debut. And the debuted with Real Face. Wah! Time tu suke gile Real Face. Giri giri de itsumo ikite itai kara~sa~..Macam suke BTD, Be Mine, n fiction sekarang.. opps terselit kpop lak. Akanishi Jin!!! My fave member of KATTUN. Mule2 suke Kame sebab igt tu sore dia, tp rupenye sore yg sedap tu sore Jin. Sebab ade certain part rase cam sore dorg same. Lagipon time tu baru kenal, mane la nak cam sape kan.. tp memang real face tu rase cam wow! I cannot describe well but that is how I felt. Suke sgt! Btw, dulu kalo sebut joker..refer to koki..skarang joker-junhyung. Hehe.. both are rappers. Hehe..koki tia punye J

NewS, I kenal sebab Yamapi. Tp lagu dorg layan sket2 je.. I prefer KATTUN nye lagu la.. NewS nye cam comel2,budak2 that time. KATTUN lak cam Sexy-rock. Hahaha. But still I downloaded lots of their songs. And I igt I suke tgk concert Summary. Concert yg ade sume dak JE. Best concert tu. And suke gile lagu SUMMARY. Lagu tu slow awal2, then rancak. Music dia sgt touching. Dorg ramai2 nyanyi, NewS and KATTUN. Anis pon suke lagu ni..igt lagi. Hehe.

Then kenal arashi.. group ni kenal dr tia rasenye. I kenal dorg sebab tgk jdrama. Dorg byk belakon n ost lagu byk dorg nyanyi.. plg igt matsu jun n nino la.. sebab dorg byk belakon. Lame sket baru kena ohno, sho. Lagu dorg pon byk amik dr tia rasenye. I x DL sgt lagu dorg. Even performance pon dari tia.

Oh lupe lak, nak cite pasal Tia sket.. kitorg bukan la classmate pon. Tp dulu mase 1^st year jkas selalu combine class ngn jkmb. So kenal la sket2 ngn dak jkmb. Tp yg menghubungkan kitorg adalah jpop. Hehe. Rasenye mase tu 2^nd sem kot time tu selalu bwk laptop g fak sebab nak on9. Kat kolej mane ade wifi lagi mase tu.. dulu taw dl lagu kat multiply je. Haha. And rasenye time tu tgh layan gokusen2 n dragon zakura kot. Tia ckp dia tgk ade folder Yamapi lam laptop aku. So time tu ade lagu colorful la kot ost dragon zakura n lagu yamapi yg len. Lagu tu kuar skali ngn Kame’s Kizuna ost gokusen2 sebab album tu group-project yamaipi-kame for seishun amigo. And since dpt taw Tia pon layan lagu japan, kitorg pon bertambah rapat. Kamceng abes la. (oh kena wat entry pasal tia gak ek? Cam panjang je haha..) kitorg selalu tukar2 lagu,video..drama.. then move on with kpop. One group to another I introduced to her. Tp till one time tu, she’s not ready to move on, (dia jenis yg setia, kalo suka one group tu lame gile dia suke.. n lambat sket baru suke group len. Haha..)I da kenal this rookie group, tp dia xbape suke sgt, so does another rookie group, she’s still with the older one. So I rase cam, lame2 t dia akan suke sendiri la kot..ke dia xbape suke sgt kpop ni? Sebab jpop dia layan gile2 tp kpop xla sgt.. and I stop introducing her with kpop. At that time, I found a new companion, Arina. Hehe. So the next entry will be about kpop.

Dingdong: xsabar nak tulis pasal kpop..kekeke..

Me n jdrama..

2011-09-08T15:15:00.002+08:00

Hurm.. how to start this.. cuz I dun really remember it well. What I am about to write is probably 90% correct and the rest might not be accurate. Anyway, here I go…

I remember during my 1^st semester break in year 2006, probably in August or September, my brother who is also having his semester break had this bunch of dvds. Some are English series but there is 1 pile of Japanese drama’s dvds. I asked him which is the best and he said “1 litter of tears”. There are also Summer Scent, Taiyou no Uta, n Nobuta Wo Produce. That’s all I can remember and I’m not sure if there are more.

So I started with the recommended, 1 Litter of Tears. Indeed it brings me lots of tears. Gosh, that was really one sad drama I’ve ever watched. I don’t really like sad drama but this one is a good one. I like the actors and actresses in it. The main actress, Erika Sawajiri, I like her. Her acting was not bad. So does her partner, Ryo Nishikido. I really like him back then because of the drama. He plays the cold-but-kind boy character. I love his smile and his moles. Haha.. No need for me to tell the whole story rite. And yes I watched the drama quite few times. and i love the songs too esp Sangatsu kokonaka..

After that I continue with the next drama. I chose Nobuta Wo Produce because I like the tittle. I wonder why Buta? Why they wanna produce buta? Haha.. once I watched it, I seriously fell in love with this drama. From the beginning till the end it doesn’t bored me. In this drama, all sorts of feeling are there. Happiness, sadness, anxiety, frustration, anger, loneliness all are there. Most important thing is that I really love the character played by Yamapi and Kame. I love how Yamapi can play this role where he have to be like a drunk, in his own world, and I like it when he went down the stairs with his hand flipping up and down as if he has wings. I called him ‘laloq’. The Nobuta, played by Hirokita Maki wasn’t that bad either. Through this drama, I made a conclusion that in Japanese drama, the ending is sometimes not too sad or too happy (happy ending) like most of kdrama and yet the ending still can make you smile. The ending seems to be abrupt or you will be thinking ‘this is how it ends? Just like this?’ But I think it should end like that or else you would probably need to watch few more episodes.

At that time, I’ve known nothing about Japanese actors/actresses. But during the credit rolling at the end, I look for the list of actors/actresses. I can only read Yama in Yamashita Tomohisa’s name but I see NewS besides his name and KATTUN beside Kame’s name. I could even read Kame’s name at all. I only remember Yama’s Kanji because it is simple and it means mountain. There is also a MV in the folder of that dvd with tittle Seishun Amigo. It’s the ending song for the drama and these two guys sang it. So I look up for these two and found out that they are in Johnny’s Entertainment. So does Ryo. He’s in NewS and Kanjani8. And it began my addiction to jpop. Haha. Kkeut! Oh no sambung sket lagi..

Ever since that, I started to like Japanese drama. There are lots of drama I’ve watched. I bought lots of cds/dvds. Ade yg ori ade yang tak. Haha. Mase org da start tgk kdrama,and I pond a start suke kpop, I still prefer jdrama. Memang lame gak la tgk jdrama. Till now I like to watch jdrama but da berkurang la. Depends on my sources of drama. Dulu rajin beli cd, skang tunggu org dl and sedut je. So ape yg ade sedut.haha.. ok real kkeut! Jya na~

nak letak picca sket..later la kot..huhu

Dingdong: pasni baru masuk jpop okeh! Haha.

my current state..

2011-09-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

skang ni kat...umah..kat bukit mertajam, penang..
wat ape.. cuti..stat pose ritu..raye..till ujung bulan t kot..haha..
sem ni start 12 sept..rasenye dak degree pon same..
so xmau balik ukm lg.. takut xde tempat untuk dak master..
cam dulu kena tunggu sampai dak degree 2nd intake masuk..
baru leh check in college..
xtaw la sem ni cmne la plak kan..
pastu nak p konvo adik kat tatiuc tganu..
ujung bulan gak..

da start sket2 ngn thesis..
duk kat umah lagi la malas kan..haha..
so kena start wat juga..
t leh email kat oj progress sket2..
semangat! semangat.. semangat!!
hwaiting!!

oh entry lepas tu intro je.. ntah bile nak sambung..haha..
tujuan tulis entry tu sebab bace blog org
dia tulis pasal kenapa ade org yg benci kpop
or benci org yg suke kpop..
rase nak tulis gak sendiri nye pandangan..
bukan lah kenapa org leh benci..
tp nak tulis kenapa leh suka..
so bila nak tulis..kena start dr awal..
tu yg ade intro..pasni chapter 2..3 plak kot..
da ikot cam thesis plak..haha..

ding dong: meet my new boyfriends..
#1.... L of infinite

#2 kwangmin youngmin of boyfreind.. i like kwangmin more..hehe

#3 chunji of teentop

#4 minwoo..maknae of boyfriend..

Aku dan t-pop..

2011-09-02T14:14:00.001+08:00

Haha.. alkisahnya, pada tahun 2004 (kot) mase tu aku form 5 or da abes spm.. aku tetibe obsess ngn my mvp valentine.. cite tu kire pas demam meteor garden melanda la.. aku suke tgk cite tu sebab suke tgk tony sun xie zhi.. sebab tu akunye username, ym id, twitter,FB, yt mostly gune name mushaizhi.. haha..dia tu leader group 5566..group Taiwan.. hehe..suke sampai sanggup beli cd cter my mvp valentine tu.. ori beb.. haha.. cd album dorg pon ade beli gak.. dvd concert pon ade..haha.. gile!

pastu masuk matrik, aku nye classmate/practicum mate..lenda a.k.a kulendam.. dia layan gak t-pop.. dia suke group energy.. n dia perkenalkan kat aku.. dia kasi pinjam cd concert, album bagai.. group ni memang best la.. dance dorg power! Mase tu aku suke gile ngn toro..tp mase tu toro da kuar dr group tu.. tsk tsk.. lenda suke kunda..n dia same ngn aku suke gak adam af.. sebab tu dia suke tulis kulendam..kunda+lenda+adam.. hehe..

n dia gak la perkenalkan se7en kat aku.. mase tgk se7en rase cam dia tu cute n nyanyi pon ok.. hehe.. mase tu da start layan Rain (bi) gak.. sebab tgk full house.. beli la cd album dia its raining.. cetrom la..mane ade duit..haha.. n ade jumpe video lagu dia Sad tango..japanese version.. mase tu memang whoah.. best nye dia dance.. da la body lawa.. waa.. haha.. mase kat matrik juga la start kdrama kat Malaysia ni.. pas fullhouse, aku suke tgk my lovely samsoon..tiap2 mlm pegi bilik tv blok a1..wlpn aku duk blok a2, tp suke bilik tva1 sebab xramai org.. leh duduk atas sofa.. kalo kat blok sendiri kena duduk atas lantai..keke..

Ding dong: Ni da campur2 kdrama n kpop juga sket ni.. kena tukar tajuk ke? Xyah la kot.. next entry pasal jpop lak..keke.. then kpop.. hahaha

ukiss' new song..someday

2011-08-29T00:22:00.000+08:00

i'll go with the translation first..sebab suka sgt meaning dia~ heee..

#Translation:Sometimes hit, sometimes miss, it’s always like thatJust do it right tomorrow, it’s just a small mistake

Sometimes bottom, sometimes top, sometimes number 1
Getting 1st place, you can only go down

Without it, just live without it
It’s just greed you have before you win it oh

Your suffering now is a sign of your hard work
Everybody knows you tried
Everybody knows it’s alright

You get some right, you get some wrong
Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come
If it’s separation, just let her go
She might show lying tears, maybe it wasn’t destiny
People who have to go, just go
Sure being next to them it might happen oh
Being tired right now
It’s just evidence of your love
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it’s alright

You get some right, you get some wrong

Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come
The past is the past is the past
Previous memories
It’s the past

The long painful days
The Past is the past is the past
The days to forget you~

Everybody wins sometimes
Everybody knows you lose some

You get some right, you get some wrong
Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring there will be days to smile,
Eventually a day to smile will come
Eventually a day to smile will come
okay.. romanization plak.. lets sing along..

#Romanization:Ttaeron hit ttaeron miss geureon geoji mwoNaeireun an teullimyeon dwae gojak silsuil ppuninde

Ttaeron mit, ttaeron wi, ttaeron Number 1
Mwo ildeung hae bwatja naeryeogal gilbakke eobseul ppuninde

Eobseumyeon geunyang eomneundaero saneun geoji mwo
Gajigi jeonen mollatdeon yoksimdeuril ppuninde oh (o)

Jigeum neo himdeuldaneun geon got noryeokhaetdan jeunggeoil ppuniya
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it's alright

You get some right, you get some wrong
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari olkkeoya
When you fall down, when you get up
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari olkkeoya

Ibyeoriramyeon geunyang geunyeol noha jwo
Geojitdoen nunmul boyeodo inyeoni anigetji mwo

Tteonal sarameun tteonaganeun geoji mwo
Geurae geu yeope isseobwatja eonjengan geuraetgetji oh

Jigeum neo himdeuldaneun geon
Got saranghaetdan jeunggeoil ppuniya
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it's alright

You get some right, you get some wrong
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari olkkeoya
When you fall down, when you get up
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari olkkeoya

The past is the past is the past
Jinan gieogeun ije geuman It's the past
Oraen sigandongan maeil apeugiman haetdeon
The Past is the past is the past
Neoreul itge han naldeurin geor~

Everybody wins sometimes
Everybody knows you lose some

You get some right, you get some wrong
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari olkkeoya
When you fall down, when you get up
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari olkkeoya

dingdong: da ade rase nak tulis blog blek sket2.. but maybe later kot..keke..ppyong!

28 mei (part 2) SUJU-M @Hari Belia Negara

2011-07-11T16:01:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....... scream dulu!!!!!!!!! kekekeke..
reason no 1 adalah concert SUJU-M ni free!!!
dtg je tgk.xyah rebut2 beli tiket.. juz rebut2 nak dapat spot best je lah.. haha..

pendekkan cite..p amik izyan..balik ukm..tkar baju..amik tia,n atok~
acap n arina nek moto..kumpul kat petronas 15..
then gerak.. igtkan dorg taw jalan..sekali sesat pula..huu~
samapi agak lambat da la..kol 9 eh? or hampir kol 9.. xkesahla..
sampai2 memang da ramai gile la org.. damn!! haha..
kitorg mencelah2..nampak spot kosong.. da happy2 gak..
sekali dorg kasi laluan untuk keta yg nak lalu situ da~
aigoo~ tp kitorg masih berusaha mencelah2.. dari belakang ke tgh sket..then ke kiri sket.. ke tgh balik.. dan makin ke depan.. haha.. tggu lame gak la..sebab kol 10 baru stat..haha..

10pm++
akhirnya masa yg ditunggu telah tiba!!! screammm!!!
SJ-M muncul kat stage!! Perfection!!!
memang heaven la!
then dorg introduce themselves..
i da xigt sgt..cuz i wrote this entry 1 month after the event..keke..
mase ni la kuar words "sayang".. n adegan peluk2 tu (xnak igt da)kekeke..
the rest leh bace kat epop ye!! ahaha...
ok2..then dorg perform blue tomorrow..
n ada solo performance by Ryeowook, Kyuhyun,n Zhoumi.. dorg nyanyi lagu chinese..
Henry nyanyi lagu dia Off My Mind..bukan nyanyi..dance..
Eunhyuk lak dance MJ..sexy woo~ haha..
then dorg nyanyi Destiny..
encore Super Girl!!..
oh lupe nak gtaw..
awal2 tu mcm jauh gak dr stage..
tp lame2..makin kedepan.. n dorg pon jalan ke stage depan..memang dekat la!!!

ok da siap!!

pictures credit to KpopHuntress

28 mei (part 1) wedding oh wedding~

2011-05-30T00:15:00.000+08:00

atas permintaan seorang sahabat..aku dgn berbaik hati menghapdet ini belog...
sila baca~~

28 mei 2011..
tarikh wedding seorang rakan sekolah seri puteri dulu.. nabilah@biela
dia org yg ke-4 kot..antara kami comrades 0004 yg kawen ni.. if xsilap la..
yan ajak aku ikot je.. huhu.. lagipon chiba ikot gak..
so on je.haha..
tghari tu kol 12 bru bertolak p uitm dulu amik chiba.. then baru gerak p umah biela..
aku pakai baju kurung ijau corak bunga2 kain songket xsongket tu..
baju tu jarang beb..so aku pakai singlet la dalam..
tp malang gile..sampai2 je kat tempat biela tu hujan lebat weh..
kitorg share 1 payung so memang la xdpt mengcover diri drpd kebasahan..
haha.. sampai je bwh khemah tu memang kuyup lah..
baju kurung aku da jd see-through da..
nampak je kulit tgn aku tu..
sib baik bhgn tgn je seksi.. n chiba yg baik ati amik tisu lap2kan baju aku..
tggu bwh khemah tu lama2 kering la sket..cuz baju tu nipis..
makan2..jmpe2 member2 lame..
waa..rindu gile ngn dorg..
sonok dpt jmpe dorg..

n xsangka jumpe lak aina kat situ..
nampak je dia trus panggil dia..eh ko pon ade kat sini?
haha.. dia pon member biela jugak.. n member maini jgk..
haha..kecik je dunia ni..pusing2..jmpe jgk..haha..
n kat wediding tu dpt lagi jemputan next wedding plak..
adz ngn yana..
wah..makin ramia comrades da nak kawen ni..
aku camne?
waaaa...mak nak kawen gak..
carikan suami sorg..hehehe..
ok.. da siap entry ni..
tarikh 28 mei ni ade byk menda best.. hehe.. sambungnye jeng jeng jeng..

it's me..

2011-05-15T22:36:00.002+08:00

bit by bit, somehow i learnt about myself..
from the mistakes i have done,
the right things i have done..
they made me think like..owh..so this is what will happen if i do this or that..

anyway..i went to the GAP programme,
and took a personality test..
and the result is truly me..hah~
i'm a people oriented type
---performing in a consistent, predictable way ( can be good and also bad)
---creating a stable, harmonious work environment..
mostly because once im comfortable in that position,i will remain the same..not wanting to going up neither down..or in other word..somehow will not improve much..
---showing patience
---wanting to help others
yes i am.. sometimes i dont know how to say NO..but im not a YES-man type..just that sometimes it happens..haha
---showing loyalty
haha.. yes im loyal..the circle of friends of mine is might be big..but the close people around me are quite a few..cuz i tend to be only close with whom im comfortable with.. while with others..i might be just a so-so type.. ..im just being nice..but i am not friendly nor talkative..
---being a good listener
because i dont talk much..i will listen more.. i sometimes just let the other party do the talk while i just listen to them and blurted out some words i think appropriate.. i will only talk about things i know, what i feel of somethings, and something i feel relevant/logical.. there are a few people said, i will only talk of facts and not babbling silly/nonsense things.. im being careful too in my conversation cuz im afraid i will mis-speak of anything..

there are also a few things i learnt lately since im doing things alone, not being accompanied..
---i cannot make a decision in a short period of time
really i cant..if i do, the result will not turn out good..
that is what usually happen.. maybe if the right decision is made then the result will be good then.. but if i were given more time..i will carefully think of the pros and the cons..only then i will decide..

and the other thing is..
i hate being alone
(zutto mae ni, i know this already) haha..

dingdong: da telan spasmoliv..hopefully ngntok pasni and leh tido..n lupekan kesakitan di perut..adeh..makan pedas lg~~

i cried..

2011-05-04T01:51:00.000+08:00

x sangka aku menangis sebab dia..
actually dari pagi tu da sebak..bila bace post dia kat wall fb aku..
tp tahan je lagi..
kuar teman dia p beli kasut..
beli roti..makan portugese tart..
beli drinks kat cool blog..
lunch ayam penyet..
bersama atok n tia..kami gerak ke shah alam..
da nak dekat s.a da, kesesatan pulak dia..
tp aku xrisau sgt..cuz yakin dia akan jmpe gak jalan..
tp sepanjang jalan tu aku risau sebab dia bawak moto..
bahaya sket..compare ngn aku yg lam keta ni..
sepanjang jalan memang aku try slow and makesure dia ada lam my sight..
tp xsangke lak terpisah sekejap..however jmpe balik kat perhilitan tu..
alhamdulillah selamat smpai..
berjumpe ngn pocik yg sgt peramah n lawak..
best lah pocik n wife dia tu..
then bergerak ke tesco kejap..beli brg2 sket..n makan..
then gerak ke PJ, time tu da ujan..lebat gila,,
n aku terlepas lak simpang ke PPUM tu..
kena patah balik huhu..
dia berkata" ko xnak anta aku ke mushai?"" xkasi aku pegi ke"
huhu.. memang xnak pon kalo ikot ati..huhu..
sedey daa time tu..
then da sampai umah min..p antar barang2 kat umah..
tiba lah saat berpisah.. sedey gile..
xtaw nape aku sedey..
time salam n peluk2 tu aku xnak lepas..
then trus menitis air mata..
waaa... malu gak ngn atok n tia..
tp nak wat cane.. da sedey..
huhu..
tp kejap je la nanges..sebab ade atok n tia..
kalo aku sorg memang nanges je la.. xmo balik kot..huhu..
lam keta pon sedey lg..smpai atok tego
"mushai jgnlah kecewa sgt"
hehe.. biasa lah melayan perasaan..
cmtu lah jadinye..huhu..
balik anta atok then tia..
bile sorg2 je lam keta..trus nanges lagi..
balik bilik..malam tu nak tido..
nanges lagi.. sib bek farah da tutup lampu..so dia xnampak la..
ni tulis entry ni pon nangis lagi..
waaa...xleh terima lah pasni da xp lunch dinner ngn dia..
da susah nak p movie ngn dia..
p jalan2..gossip2..byk menda yg aku wat soh dia teman..
servis keta..isi angin tayar, isi minyak, check tayar keta..basuh keta..
nak p mane2 pon mesti dia ade..
huu.. da xde org dtg bilik pagi2..time aku dok tido lg..
so bila dia xde ni rase ralat sgt..especially time makan..
huuu..
wlpn kejap je aku kenal dia..
tp aku da sgt rapat ngn dia..
mugkin aku terlalu depend kat dia..
so bila dia xde aku sedey..
hopefully pasni aku akan jadi independent..
n aku akan jd stronger.. sebab i have to handle things on my own..
im a big girl.. n big girls dont cry..but i do cry..ottoghe..
FLOE, i miss u girl~
nanti weekend/cuti dtg la ukm..
aku pon aku g lawat ko nanti..

~ambitions~

2011-04-19T03:55:00.000+08:00

Now, I can’t behave

I feel it in my feet on the streets

But don’t you know?

There’s something I can feel when I breathe

I told you once

You’re breaking into separate parts

But don’t you know?

It’s something that I can’t live without

And if somebody’s going to make it

Then this somebody ought to be you

And I keep telling my reflection

Ambitions are already starting to fade

I can’t tolerate

The feelings that I feel when I feel

But don’t you know?

Some feelings never seem to let go

Like a silverblade

I cut my way out of control

But don’t you know?

Some blades will cut you right to the bone

And if somebody’s going to make it

Then this somebody ought to be you

And if somebody’s going to fake it

Then this somebody, somebody is you

If it’s me that was going to take it

Then I know that it wouldn’t be straight

And I keep telling my reflection

Ambitions are already starting to fade

I Can’t tolerate…

(Can’t tolerate)

And if somebody’s going to make it

Then this somebody ought to be you

And if somebody’s going to fake it

Then this somebody, somebody is you

If it’s me that was going to take it

Then I know that it wouldn’t be straight

And I keep telling my reflection

Ambitions are already starting to fade

And I keep telling my reflection

Ambitions are already starting to fade

hah! tetibe suke plak post lyrics..

btw, lagu ni Joe McElderry..

i dont even know who he is..

who cares anyway..

aku suke lagu ni pon sebab

GD nye cf gune lagu ni..hehe..

n cf tu plak ade kakkoi no otoko..

hee~

don't mind me..i just love this~

2011-04-16T17:59:00.000+08:00

나 지금 울고 싶단 말야

너 땜에 울고 싶단 말야

힘들어 울고 싶단 말야

예전처럼 웃고 싶단 말야

또 다시 울고 있단 말야

나 울고 있단 말야

내 지친 사랑이 니 거친 바람이

나 두려워 나 두려워 너 없는 시간이

days of laziness

2011-04-12T03:15:00.000+08:00

bwahaha..

what an entry huh?

bukan apelah..

sekadar nak menyatakan bahasa sesungguhnya..

3,4 hari ni..

saya sgt malas nak wat keje..study.dll..

most of my times spent with laptop..

men cityville..

stalk gmbar Suju,

tgk bag n blouse yg agak lawa2..(bercita2 nak beli..tp xde duit yg mencukupi) haha..

so hanya mampu tgk je lah..

dan the rest yg i buat is tido..

lately sgt2 mengantuk je rase..

maybe sebab jalan jauh..dok lam keta lbh krg 2 jam pon sgt lah ngntok..

pastu balik lambat..

tido lambat..so bila bgn pagi masih lg ngntok..

last Sunday, pegi discussion..kol 2-5pm..

then jmpe tia..

sembang2 ngn tia..

mase tu pon da ngntok gle..

pegi bilik Floe..

nampak katil dia trus landing..

sempat gak tido jap..

wlpn da sgt lapar..tp lebih sedap tido..

haha..

pastu da balik dr makan..beli2 brg2 keperluan..

kol 10 da mula ngntok balik..

tido lagi smpai kol 4pg..

bgn wat keje sket..kol 6 da ngntok

tido lagi..

smpai kol 10 lbh..

pastu..bru stat bace2 n study2..

tghari kuar lunch..lepak2..berRIO,

balik tu smbg study sket..

ptg tu tido lagi..

bgn mandi mlm tu dinner with TKD family..

kol 10 lbh smpai bilik..

men cityville lagi..

study..wat catatan..

bace nota..

men cityville lagi..

blogwalking..

tulis entry baru..

pasni nak tido..lagi..

haha..

agaknye entry ni kena tukar tajuk jd TIDUR!!

haha

peace n out~

いつだって君に

2011-04-09T00:05:00.000+08:00

君だけに逢いたかったよ　いつだって逢いたかったよ
今は抱きしめているよ　君のすべてを
微笑みを許してよ　ただ僕らのために
きっと交わす日に　また光が射すから
涙のゆくえ　言葉なくして
本当の心　失っていた
感じた涙　乾く涙なら
見えない絆でしっかりつながれていた
そうもう一度　言わないで行けるんだ
たとえ巡る時が
そうもういいから　夢の続き探し始めてみないか・・・
君だけに逢いたかったよ　いつだって逢いたかったよ
気持ちを伝えるために　ここへ来たんだ
寂しさも応えたよ　ただ君を信じて
ずっとありがとう　その想いがあるから
悲しくなる　僕たちの幸せは
僕たちの答えが　何か大切なものを知ってたんだ
安らぎだけで触れあえるものを　感じていたいのに涙がどんな時も
そう他の誰かではなく　めぐりあえた意味があるね
今　願いを話せるね
そう君のための　僕でいたい
忘れずにいてほしいよ
君だけに逢いたかったよいつだって逢いたかったよ
今は抱きしめているよ　君のすべてを
微笑みを許してよ　ただ僕らのために
きっとこの先に　また光は射すから
君だけに逢いたかったよ　いつだって逢いたかったよ
気持ちを伝えるために　ここへ来たんだ
寂しさも応えたよ　ただ君を信じて
ずっとありがとう　その想いがあるから
君だけに逢いたかったよ　いつだって逢いたかったよ
今も抱きしめているよ　君のすべてを
微笑みを許してよ　ただ僕らのために
きっとこの先にまた光が射すから

To Sir, With Love..

2011-04-02T03:05:00.001+08:00

I loved this song ever since I watched GLEE S1 finale episode last time..

it has been my everyday-must-listen-song..

u can watch it here

To Sir With Love..GLEE

i would like to dedicate this song to all my friends..SKTL,SSPians, JKASians..

especially my taekwondo frens..

and 3 important Sirs in my life

Sir Edwin Yeap Hock Beng (my school band instructor),

Sir Ariffudin n Sir Chauw Proom Wichit (my taekwondo instructors)

here's the lyrics..

Those schoolgirl days, of telling tales and biting nails are gone,

But in my mind,

I know they will still live on and on,

But how do you thank someone, who has taken you from crayons to perfume?

It isn't easy, but I'll try,

If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky in letters,

That would soar a thousand feet high,

To Sir, with Love

The time has come,

For closing books and long last looks must end,

And as I leave,

I know that I am leaving my best friend,

A friend who taught me right from wrong,

And weak from strong,

That's a lot to learn,

What, what can I give you in return?

If you wanted the moon I would try to make a start,

But I, would rather you let me give my heart,

To Sir, with Love

white lie

2011-03-29T01:36:00.000+08:00

if a person says they never lie, they are lying..

well for me, i wouldn't say i never lie..

because if i did, i would be lying then..

a lie is something that i will rarely tell,

but i would eventually tell the truth if i did..

because it will bug me in the inside

and i will never be at ease..

maybe what i usually did is to tell white lies..

u know what white lies mean?

here's what i have quoted from some website

white lie• n. a harmless or trivial lie, esp. one told to avoid hurting someone's feelings.-http://www.encyclopedia.com-
harmless lie: a lie not intended to harm, but told in order to avoid distress or embarrassmenta lie about a small or unimportant matter that someone tells to avoid hurting another personhttp://www.learnersdictionary.com
Tell a white lie is telling a lie to avoid making someone upset.It is an untruth told to spare feelings or from politeness.

i don't know what i'm trying to prove here..

my innocence?

my rights?

i have no idea..

i just want you to know that sometimes i might tell you white lies..

just so you know~

peace, n out~

Super Show 3

2011-03-20T02:52:00.108+08:00

okay..so as an ELF, i went to the concert..hee..
bought the tix last month 19th Feb 2011..
after 1 month waiting, finally the date of concert arrived..
20th March 2011..Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil..
its been a year since their last visit which was on SuShow 2
19th March 2010.. how fast time flew ne..
well of course i made some preparation..
bought light stick..SuShow3 tee..
i guess im prepared for the concert..even though a tournament is coming up right after the concert..which i will babble out later..

so let me start with tqa came to my room..
i was like..huh? awalnye datang..
she actually went out from her office earlier..
so i prepare myself..
we had lunch first.. perform our prayer..
then heat out to bukit jalil..
after the Sg Besi toll, it was a bit jammed ..
there were lots of cars on the road.. but it went smooth once we at the intersection to the national sport complex.. and so we arrived at the putra stadium nearly 4pm.. meow n tqa went out first to buy tqa's tix n i parked the car..
then we met at the booth to take some photos.. n let the pictures tell the story ok..

meow, tqa ..n me.. with heemin's banner

nadiah (ssp fren)..yay we met again..

wanie..fatme..me..meow

sapphire blue ocean

donghae flying..

sorry sorry

its snowing..hehe..with confetti

rock band with henry zhoumi heechul n jungmo trax..

no other

the boys walk around the stage

nearly ended..they said their thanks..

us..after the concert..

-leader keep saying appa kappa (apa khabar) since the concert started..

-heechul seem to be okay..but he still wear the mask..

-shindong lie on hyuk,minnie n teukie..sandwiched them..n heechul joined him..

-yesung's it has to be you was great.. ELFs sing along with him..we were loud..

-sungmin's guitar perf fo ryeowook's on fine day was great..

-donghae threw a ball to sungmins head..n sungmin actaully wanna threw back but he didnt.. donghae keeps hit hyuk's head with the ball.. he's super cute when he keep on singing'''when i see ur face...''' n also..'''nothing on you baby'''

-hyukjae's dancing was superb.. what else can i say~ he's the dancing machine.. but he's thin..

-si won somehow loves to hug..he hug all the boys.. n his body..wow!

-ryeowook..!!!! he's super duper cute.. especially during the intro..'''hello everyone..im ryeowook...''' gosh..i melted.. wahaha..

-kyu was so good to the fans.. and he's so evil during cooking2.. he keeps on kicking hyuk..but he help him get up at last..he's definitely evilKyu

-zhoumi..handsome..yes..n he speak mandarin/canto..

-henry..his JB's baby was awesome..jeongmal!!

its been a great moment for me..

it feel so sekejap..padahal its 3 hours concert..

haha..xpuas.. walaupun dapat tgk agak dekat..

im in balcony but 3rd row..so agak dekat..tp the view was not so clear..

but we managed to see the boys behind the stage..

we saw them get ready..standing in lines..waiting for their turn..

i even saw si won buka jaket dia..hehe..

but dia pakai sleeveless la..

kyu's fan service sgt best..

he's standing near the fans sgt lame..

n he touched/hand shake with fans near him..

he even went down the rockpit..

its feels so good to see them..

my biases..kyu n donghae..

home sweet home..

2011-03-12T16:57:00.000+08:00

hee..syiok2..
dok umah.. rilek2 sudah..
haha
da lame gak xbalik..
3 bulan gak la..
so determine la nak balik..
gegeh namenye..
haha..

syiok dpt tgk 1n2d..music bank..
csi, criminal mind..
n raja lawak..
huhu...
also men2 ngn muna..n mimi si kucing..
haha si mimi tu sume dia nak makan..
apa saja yg kita makan dia nak juga..
roti gardenia, biskut kacang, kuih peniram, kepek pisang sume dia makan..
ape lah agaknye yg dia xmakan..
susu anlene pon dia minum..hebat kan..
haha..

okay..
beginilah keadaannya di rumah..
makan sgt mewah..
i loike!!
haha...

orait..jumpe next week ye dak2 ukm sekalian..

hari ini dan semalam..

2011-02-23T04:19:00.002+08:00

semalam..21/2/2011

bgn pg..pergi amik rose..
gerak ke bank islam..
then ke PK..
PK xnak wat medical check up..menuju ke klinik Mega..
kat sane wat med c/up..
cam biase..timbang berat..ukur tinggi..
pastu urine test..
check mate..
paling menakutkan..time amik darah untuk test hepatitis..
cuak gak tgk mase jarum tu nak masuk ke dalam tgn..
wuhu.. berjaya darah diambil dgr byknya..
byk la..kalo compare ngn rose nye..cam sikit je huhu..
da setel tu.. p amik rin kat kkm.. dia ajak p makan..
p kejut dulu..amik borang perjanjian kat yan..
then makan je kat cafe kejut..
tgh makan atok call..
atok:mushai, ko free x?
aku: ptg ni free lah..
atok: kite p serdang jum.. tgk jaket n jersey..
aku: ok je..tggu rin wat medical c/up dulu lah..
atok: ok..nanti ambil aku kat hentian..
...
g antar rin kat PK..
aku balik bilik..nak print senarai nama
thne rin gtaw..
akak,si meow ikot sekali boleh? dia di PK ni..
aku ok je..
jam 330 lebih sket..bertolak ke serdang..
aduhai..aku terlupakan seseorang itu..
kerana beranggapan dia ade class..
ok salah aku xtanye dia..
....
kat kedai tu.. 2 kedai yg bertentangan je kami survey.
pastu..decision trus je dibuat setelah rase cam ok..
malas nak delay2 n nak pening2 pikir lagi..
amik je ape yg dioffer..
jaket+seluat n jersey
total rm80..
murah la kan..
drpd kedai depan tu..
jaket je.rn75..
mahal...
setel..trus balik..
tido jap..ngntok sgt..
bgn p trening..
tgn aku sgt saket..ntah sape lah yg kick aku kuat gila..
n aku block..mane x saket..
pas trening makan kat kiosk..
free..sape nak tolak kan..
thanks dak2 kiosk..
balik sembang2 ngn rumet..
men citiville..tido

harini 22/2/2011
kol 830 bgn..
siap2..kol 9 lebih g clas..
pelik sebab lam class xde org..
masuk then xlame pastu ada lecturer masuk gtaw
prof yusof akan start class jam 10..
aiyo.. time tu da 930..nak bekfes xde geng..
p lepak kat tempat tia..
pastu kol 1015 camtu start kuliah..
kol 12 lum abes lg lecture..
aku da rase cam nak marah je prof tu..
da start lambat..nak habis lambat juga
rose,miza n yang da kuar masuk..g toilet..answer call..
tp lecture masih diteruskan..
kol 1250 kot baru habis.
aku trus kuar..g kedai fotostat..
then cari lecturer yg available..
tp lunch hour..ramai yg xde..
so tangguh la minta cop tu..
p makan..solat..
kol 2 lab..
wat jar test..
sampai jam 4..
kol 4 class risk analysis..
sampai la kol 615..
aku da beberapa kali terpejam mata..ngntok..
actually rase nak skip je class ni..
rase penat sgt..
rase cam nak demam ..
tp tahan je.. p gak class..
pas class p antar rose..
then p isi minyak..
p solat kat petronas..
p stadium hantar jaket syah..
balik bilik..
makan cookies..
kol 8 tido..
smpai jam 10..
sedap~
bgn..mesej2 rin n floe..
kol 1045 rin dtg bilik..
jam 12 bru nak jalan lah rin..
dia tido dulu..
jam 12 bgn..siap2..
call acap..xangkat..
tido rupenye dia pas discoz..
dekat jam 1 bru gerak ke cheras..downtown..
p sane minta deposit aritu..
makan cucuk2..
balik..
terlanggar red light tadi..
ade flash camera pulak tu..
kena saman mungkin..
hurm...

sekarang..
menaip2 ni..
pasni nak tido..

esok
kol 11 class..
setelkan cop2..
kol 230 nak p IWK..
jam 4 p serdang amik jaket dll..

motip aku wat diary tetibe?
suka ati aku lah~
haha
aku juz nak igtkan diri sendiri ape yg aku dah wat
n ape yang aku akan wat..
tu je~

ok..good nite all..

thank you~

2011-02-15T04:15:00.001+08:00

smile!!!
laugh!!!
cheer up~

last night..mimpi..terjaga at 7 lebih..
tido balik..
bgn round 10 camtu.. da xigt ape mimpi td..haha..
tp yg aku igt mimpi tu ada la budak tu yg aku mesej sebelum tido mlm tu..
tu ju yg mampu igt..yg len x..huhu..

da bgn igt nak men citibil..tp jaring problem..
so buka cte IRIS..tgk2 sket..rin mesej..tnye dapat tenet.ke x..
so, rase cam dia urgent nak gune tenet,
ajak dia g cc uo..
aku pon nak siapkan surat visit tu..
so leh print skali..hehe..

n lunch bersame2..ngn floe juga..
kat azura..
kol 155 sampai kat burhan..
floe ade class kol 2..elok dah..
haha..
pastu kuar balik g guardian..nak beli brg keperluan..
pastu da balik..smbung tgk IRIS..then bace report kak mizah..
wat notes sket..
call Kapar PP..
then gtaw kak mizah,rose n marcus for next action to be taken..

ngntok tido..
then bgn tgk2 vid 2PM..
kol 6 cmtu tenet da ok..
mula mengutip rent dan harvest kat citibil..
yay~

then jam 745 anto rin p exam..
pastu p trening taekwondo..
rase puas bila da berpeluh2..hehe..
then makan2..

sampai bilik..trus buka citibil..
haha..

xsah hari tanpa citibil~ hahaha..

bukan saje2 nak cite kehidupan arini..
kesimpulannya---aku rase gembira bila dapat wat ape yg aku kena wat..
setel things sket2..(thanx boo)..
lunch supper same2..
trening..
siap wat surat..
da call Kapar PP..
so rase lega sket..
wlpn masih ade unsettle things..
but its okay..sket2..

Alhamdulillah,i thank Allah for letting me breath on His earth and giving me all this..
esok Maulid Rasul..mari menyambut dgn selawat dan salam ke atas Rasulullah S.A.W..

p/s: SJM daebak!! too perfect!!

masih lagi sobs..

2011-02-13T01:20:00.003+08:00

aigoo..
ari2 rase nak nanges ni..ape kena?
selalu kalo period pon..xlah camni..
ni melampau punya mood swing..
aish..

things are getting difficult n harder..
is there is a day i won't worry at all?
can i juz be calm..?
i worry things a lot..*sigh*

i knew myself..
im not that conscious and alert..
i will usually stumbled upon something..and fell..
bump into something at my head..
and get hurt..
this is me..
i dont know how should i do to be better..
same goes to my driving skill..
im not a good driver i admit it..
once i made a mistake..i turn to be shaking all inside..
even though it might not seen from outside..
people might think i dont really care but i do..
only i knew what i felt..
its not like i dont appreciate 'my mom's but also mine' car
i do.. but things turned out unexpectedly..
plus i am this kind of person..
ignorant..n all..
so things are getting worse..*sigh*
i dont deserve a car after all..
i should just take the bus going to classes..

and yes i do worry a lot..
those unimportant matter will also be my burden..*sigh again*

i dont know who else to talk to..but this is the only way i can tell my feelings..
i dont really tell people what i really feel..
they might know by my face..and they mightn't know too..
and will they care too?
im a fake in front of everybody..
cuz im not a happy-go-lucky person..
i wanna be one..
i tried to but its hard..
but i dont want to be this sulky-sloppy-gloomy girl either..
but the truth is..this is really me..
im not friendly..but i wanna make friend..
im not happy but i wanna be happy..
there are so many 'not' in me..
and i want the opposite..
can i?
well i am a person with no expression i guess..
people can only tell if im tired thats all..
nothing else..cuz thats the only expression i will always wear..
notice it?

my mind wander a lot today..
im lost in my own world..
im not hearing what are people talking about..
cuz im totally not into it---referring to kursus kawen
balik tido lagi bagus..
cuz sgt2 ngntok..*sigh lagi*

i miss my frens.. tqa, hawe, dewi, anis..
sume jkasians..
nak balik umah..
wanna hug my mom n dad..
nak kuar tgk movie ngn abg n adik..
nak men ngn muna n ihsan..
nak kasi mimi (kucing) makan..
nak berhenti rase nak nanges..sebab memang nak nanges je..xmo tahan2 lagi..
(camne nak p wat phD kat korea nih?)

--------------------------------------------------------------------
again..
wanna share with my readers..
Mad World-

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere

Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very, very
Mad world..

adios~

sobs..

2011-02-12T01:53:00.000+08:00

waa...
sgt2 rase nak nanges..
tepon mak td pon suara da rase lain..
kalo ckp ngn abah lagi la rasa nak nanges..sib bek abah da tido masa kol td..
huuu.. mak abah sorry..
PiJaT..minta maaf~
xsengaja mencederakan ko..
huk huk...

calf, minta maaf juga sebab masih sakit..
huhu..da lama xtrening..memang la camtu..
huuu..xpe t b4 tido aku sapu ubat okeh..

yang.. sorry belum call Kapar PP..
isnin t i call ok..

en rashid, sorry kaco..isnin ni sy p visit STP Putrajaya orait..

ester, sorry..kalo report n penyata belanja MASUM tu xok..
hopefully ok lah kan..

kak azx..sorry kak azx demam ritu..xdpt nk tmpang bilik sy tido kejap..coz sy da gerak p class..

tia, sorry lum kasi lg cite secret garden..

Dr OJ, sorry progress thesis masih di tahap yg sama..

Prof-prof sekalian..sorry assignment lom siap lg..
huhu..da wat discussion ngn kwn2 pon masih buntu..
tolong discuss bersama kami ye..

meow, tiqah.. huuu..cane ni sal tix..adoi..

rin..sorry sy abes lmbat xsempat kmu g selection tu..
syah..sorry if ko tggu lame kat fak td..

floe..sorry sal td..aku siyes igt ko gerak sendiri..
n paksa ko mkn..aku blanje sehinggit okeh..
ko xmarah kan..hee

ade lg yg aku xsebut?
ade..mungkin terlupa..
minta maaf semua..
sorry for everything..

btw, confidence level sgt low sekarang..
rasa diri sgt2 teruk in whatever i do..
but then again, its all i choose to do..
like it or not, i still have to face it..

who do you think you are?

2011-02-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

all of sudden, i feel like writing..
why?
because i need to get this out of my chest..
i don't feel at ease anymore..
i don't like it..and i hate it..
but this is what is happening..
i started to hate people..
i'm sorry but hatred is what i feel..
why is it that you looked down on people?
what makes you think you are damn great and others are just damn worst?
who do you think you are?!!

sometime, people at first i don't like, eventually will turn out as my favourite
but what if the opposite happens?
all i can do is to keep quite so that things will not get nastier..
i just have to stay calm so that the hate will go away..
well..
W.E.M.L!!!!

~Heart, all the hurt will soon be gone
If you’ll just keep on being strong~

im writing this while listening to Christina Perri's Jar of Heart
-And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are -

whoa...

2011-01-25T02:08:00.000+08:00

baru pasan last entry aku adalah pada....
>>> 12/30/2010 10:47:00 AM tahun lepas tu bai!!
apa nak jadi ngn belog nih???
skang da hujung bulan Jan..
MASUM Siri 1 dah ni..
aigoo..
bukan xnak update..
tp ...ermm.. memang xnak pon..
malas jeh nak menaip..
im not being away or not at desk whatsoever..
but the problem is dat..i just dunno what to write..
cuz lately..being with frens is my fave thing to do..
>,< !!

btw,di kesempatan ini..
saya ingin mengucapkan ...
selamat kembali ke pangkuan kami untuk akak tasha~
selamat berjuang untuk atlet2 masum Taekwondo 2011..
selamat hari lahir untuk sesiapa yg menyambut bday..
selamat tido buat yg mau tido..
terima kasih kepada parents ku sebab kasi my monthly allowance..
dan akhir sekali..
selamat menyiapkan tesis untuk diri sendiri

sowwy entry yg sgt bosan..

p/s: boo! haha..

ok.. aku jawab~

2010-12-30T10:47:00.000+08:00

1. Apa benda yang penting dalam hidop ko?
benda? hurm.. tepon..duit..laptop..lecture notes..dll.. kekeke..

2. Benda terakhir yang korang beli menggunakan duit korang sendiri?
my handphone Sony Ericsson W380i.. duit elaun LI dulu..

3. Dimana tempat korang ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan dan tema perkahwinan korang nanti?
belum dipikirkan lagi.. nanti2 lah..aigoo..

4. Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?
i sedang bercinta dgn laptop i..

5.Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?
kalo kekasih tu jadi suami.. mestilah hingga ke akhir hayat..heeee..

6. Dimana korang selalu jumpa kekasih korang?
i single u.. so i xjmpe kekasih i.. owh lupe i bercinta ngn laptop.. so i jumpe kat bilik i je ari2.. wakakaka..

7. Novel / buku / majalah yang terakhir korang beli?
e-pop malay edisi raya yg ade sampul raye tu..
owh.. kalo beli kat org pon kira i lah yg beli kan? so novel ad+iz lah..yg i belikan untuk floe..

8. Apakah nama penuh korang?
sila tgk ic saya kalo nak tau.. entry sebelum nie pon ade..so tgk je kat ctu

9. Antara mak dan ayah,yang mana korang lebih mesra?
of coz la mak..

10. Namakan orang yang betul-betul nak jumpa dalam hidup korang?
ramai lah.. tp top pf the list.. Cho Kyuhyun n Lee Donghae..
eh..lupe..da jumpe la dorg ni mase SS2 dulu..
tp nak la jumpe depan2 n talk to them.. keke..

11. Adakah korang basuh baju sendiri?
arr..mesin tolong basuhkan la..

12. Dimanakah tempat yang betul2 korang nak pergi?
korea..hehehe...

13. Pilih salah satu,peluk atau cium?
hug..

14. 5 benda yang korang sangat-sangat sayang dalam hidup korang?
i. handphone..
ii. laptop
iii. PiJaT ( viva elite i)
iv. external hardisk
v. cd2 album n konsert.. TVXQ, KATTUN, SUJU, 5566

15. 5 lagu yang paling korang suka dan selalu dengar?
i. Super Junior- No Other
ii. SHINee - Lucifer
iii.B2ST- Breath
iv. Lady Antebellum - Need You Now
v. Arashi 5x10

16. Bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas?
2 Disember 1987..last year..sambut kat UKM, kat Kolej Keris Mas.. anis n tqah beli kek.. tq2..

17. 6 orang blogger yang korang nk tag.
i. floe
ii.tasha
iii. dewi
iv.awe
v. anis
vi. dan sape2 yg membace ini blog.. kekeke..

18. cerita sikit blogger yang pertama korang tag.
hurm.. name dia floe..tqa panggil dia flo-rida, dia final year kat UKM skang..dak tkwndo jugak..one of my close friends.. nak tahu lebih lanjut.. sila layari blog beliau.. di sini..kekeke.. sekian~

banyak tanye? so banyaklah jawabnye..

2010-12-28T00:09:00.002+08:00

Name : Mushaizhi

Full name : Mushaiyarah bt Mohd Bishri

Sibling(s): 1 abang 3 adiks

Eye colour : kaler cam biase..

Shoe size : 6 or 7

Hair : is rambut

Height : 157 cm..( i'm not proud of it)

What are you wearing right now : t-shirt and shorts .

Favourite number : err..numbers..12, 7, 5, 2

Favourite drink : Tropicana Twister Orange Juice, teh ais, limau ais .

Favourite month : the month in end of the year

Favourite breakfast : skip

.Have you ever.

Broken a bone : x

Been in a police car : x

Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time : not really..

Swam in the ocean : i xreti swim hee

Fallen asleep in school : selalu..esp kalo ade band practice mlm2..

time kuliah pon selalu kalo kelas pagi..n tghari pas lunch..hehe..

Broken someone's heart : i dunno if the heart did broke..

Cried when someone died : haah..

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : not me

Saved e-mails : of coz

Been cheated on : bit this and that.. iono either..

.What.

Your room look like : any other room kat keris mas..

What is right beside you : my purple Sony E..

What is the last thing you ate : nasi goreng kampung kat azura baru

.Ever Had.

Chicken pox : x ingat..tp mak kate penah..

Sore throat : haah..selalu je..

Stitches : penah.. after wat wisdom teeth extraction..

.Do You.

Believe in love at first sight : iono

Like picnics? : suke2

.Who.

Who did you last yell at? : driver kete saga mase drive semalam ( of coz la dia xdgr)

Who was the last person you danced with? : iono.

Who last made you smile? : meow..

.Final Questions.

What are you listening to right now? : song-Tired of Waiting - 2PM

What did you do today? : hantar barang floe, online, kuar beli barang, makan, lepak..

Are you the oldest? : nope..

Indoors or outdoors? : both .

.Last person who.

You talked to on the phone ? : tqah..

Made you cry? : that person..

You went to the mall with ? : family, friends..

Who cheered you up ? : people around me..

.Have you.

Been to Mexico ? : x.
Been to USA ? : x .

.Random.

What books are you reading right now? : not a book person.

Best feeling in the world? : bila happy..

Future kids name? : iono

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? : x

What's under your bed? : plastics..

Favourite sport (s) : taekwondo .

Favourite place : my own space

Who do you really hate? : person i hate..

Do you have a job? : masih belajar..

What time is it now? : 1207am

p/s : with however long it took you to complete this, post as "banyak tanya betul!"and tag 15 people.

aku tag sape2 yg bace..

nak wat sile wat..xnak pon xpe..

Saiunkoku Monogatari

2010-12-16T18:04:00.000+08:00

blog da bersawang..

wakaka.. saya yang pemalas..

oh, btw, sungkwunkwan scandal da abes kat KBS..

pasni ade cite Marry Me,Mary lak.. ade Jang Geun Suk..yay!!

and oh, Sungkwunkwan Scandal reminds me of Saiunkoku Monogatari

yg aku tgk kat animax tahun lepas ke 2008..

cite pasal zaman raja dulu2.. best2..

sebab ada Seiran (Prince Seian) yg ensem..

si raja Shi Ryuuki yg agak foolish..

Ran Shuuei n Ri Kouyuu.. and of coz la heroin Shuurei-sama..hehe..

well part yg Shuurei jd laki tu je yg hampir same..2 episode je kot..

yg laen memang xsame pon..

tp cite ni sgt2 aku suke..sebab watak Shuurei tu yg high spirit n optimistik,

lead her to become the first woman-officer in the palace..

digandingkan dengan Ryuuki yg sgt la merepek sbg seorang raja..sgt lah seswai..

but the king eventually becomes a real leader because of her..

ni poster nye..hehe..

ok..entry pasni pasal GSOK!!!! (Kyou Kara Maou/ God Save Our King!!)

my favret anime of all time...

ah, teringat kat Conrad!! kyaa....

25 things about me

2010-11-19T22:41:00.001+08:00

Once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, fact, habits, or goal about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

1. i prefer to listen rather than to talk.. ye aku pendiam.. xcakap byk

2. sometimes i like to talk to stranger..it sort of have no restrictions in things to talk to compare to talking to people we knew even though we have limited topics when talking to strangers..

3. im a korean fanatic especially in songs, dramas and variety show

4. i am a left-handed person

5. i have poor eye-sight

6. i did some unexpected things sometimes..sampai org leh terkezut lah..

7. pernah bercita2 nak jadi akauntan..wakaka...

8. for the time being, thing i really want to do is to attend Super Junior's concert in March..

9. pernah eksiden kena langgar ngn kete mase umor 12 tahun..

10. pernah kena cakar ngn kucing kat atas sket dr mata..kat kelopak tu.. i have the scar till now..

11. sangat berharapkan dapat habiskan master ni dalam 2 semester.. ( ade lagi 1 semester)

12. i own a laptop (the one im using now) since my 1st year in degree studies..its been almost 5 years now

13. i bought a SE W380i handphone using my practical allowance

14. i hate being alone

15. senang je nak rapat ngn org.. tp kalo 1st time tgk xsuke, susah lah nak rapat ngn orang tuh..

16. i like going out with friends

17. suka tengok wayang.

18. i sux in bowling duhh..

19. i love taekwondo and my taekwondo friends..

20. i miss my JKAS friends

21. aku cepat terasa tapi aku jenis xtunjuk.. pendam je.. tp akan luahkan kat seseorang..sape2 yang boleh dipercayai je lah

22. first menang gold in taekwondo mase SUKEM 2008 (3rd year)..owh SUKEM 2010 (dis year) menang GOLD jugak.. tp kalo tournament open ke ape ke, xpenah menang gold lagi.. SILVER je plg hebat.. MASUM pun BRONZE je..

23. teringin sangat nak p Korea, Japan and Auxtralia

24. sistem penghadaman aku kdg2 xbrapa baik.. perut aku selalu xsedap lah..tropicana twister orange ubat fevret aku.. heee

25. im hoping for a great future, good job and wanna do things i wanna do..heeee

Orang2 nih..silalah wat juge ye..wlpn aku tawu korg busy~
-Syazwani Hanis
-Dewianna
-Shakirah
-Hawa Zulaikha
-Farah Nadia
-Amy Fareena
- Sopi
-Ruby
nak tag juga wlpn Floe da tag
-Tasha
-Kak Azx
-Izzat

when i feel melancholy..

2010-11-11T18:31:00.000+08:00

"I Cry"

You said goodbye

I fell apart

I fell from all we had

To I never knew

I needed you so bad

You need to let things go

I know, you told me so

I've been through hell

To break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away

Can't stand another day without you

Without the feeling

I once knew

I cry silently

I cry inside of me

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

I cry

Cause you're not here with me

I cry

Cause I'm lonely as can be

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now

You would know just how

How hard I try

Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe in something new

Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl)

I'll never be over you

Why did I ever let you slip away

Can't stand another day without you

Without the feeling

I once knew

I cry silently

I cry inside of me

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

I cry

Cause you're not here with me

I cry

Cause I'm lonely as can be

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If I could have you back tomorrow

If I could lose the pain and sorrow

I would do just anything

To make you see

You still love me

I cry silently

I cry inside of me

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

I cry

Cause you're not here with me

I cry

Cause I'm lonely as can be

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

p/s: it's my fave song from westlife..

take a break with..not kit kat..juz take a break la..

2010-11-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

duh..whats with the title anyway huh?
b4 dat..terdapat beberapa event yg i malas nk write up here..
and cik floe pon ade gak menghapdet those event..so i will refer to her blog..
juz in case i forget bout it..yeah..my brain memory xla bagus sgt to remember sume event tu..
dats yg i have a blog..so that i can write things i dont wanna forget teehee..

anywayz..back to our topic for today..
after my 3rd paper last monday..
i have a short break..since my next paper is on 10th..
its a 1 week gap..
so i took the opportunity to hang out with frens..
beside menyiapkan few ass-u-know-what..yg xsiap2 lg..
dan juga men game yg amik dr arinau yg amik dr floe..
iaitu game plant vs zombie..

so kami(mushai,arina,floe,tasha) kuar jalan2..
makan pecel lele..
tgk movie.. RED
pegi komuter stesen..antar arinau
then singgah jap stadium ( emergency sket )
pastu g pasar malam ( da lame x g woo)
then balik bilik..tgk goguma couple..
makan nasi ayam yg ayamnye sgt la besar..
n xabes pon sbb tersangat2 kenyang..
ade cendol plak lagi..
( dats y xdpt tido..kenyang sgt ni..so terpakse wat sumthing cam tulis blog nih)..
men game zombie.. dah sampai level 3-5..
pasni nk kire biri-biri sampai 100..huahaha..
hopefully leh tido..

p/s: boring gile tgk blog aku nih.. bosan siut..
p/s/s: ryan sgt cute!!!

T__T

2010-11-01T02:06:00.001+08:00

yerp..im pretty upset today..
sume cam xkena je..
i did study..but it feels like not studying at all..
xde pon yg melekat di ingatan..duhh..
hopefully exam esok..i will be fine..
InsyaAllah..

LBNL, i hate being alone..

formspring.me

2010-10-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/mushai

pesanan kepada Mushai..

2010-10-23T19:37:00.001+08:00

wahai Mushai..
silalah merajinkan diri..
study sampai xhengat dunia..
study sampai terkoyak rabak buku dan notes itu..
study sampai betol2 rase confident to sit for exam..

ingatlah parents di Penang..
brothers and sister..
ingatlah Allah selalu..

semoga sentiasa di dalam keberkatan..
semoga ilmu diberkati
Amin ya rabbalalamin..

HECTIC WEEK!

2010-10-15T12:28:00.001+08:00

i must say that this week have been too hectic for me..
that i feel like i couldn't walk through it honestly
from monday till friday, there was not a day that i feel calm..
these five days are really annoying..

well, me for being me, i don't like to be stress..
i prefer to put a straight face rather than showing an unlikeable-serious face..
but still, people complain
'why don't you look worried, mushai?'
'are you really not worried if we didn't manage to finish this?'
omg!! it felt like burning inside my heart!
SO WHAT?
do you want me show my true emotion?
then i talked back to the person
'so do you want me to become angry?'
'like this'
(i was really angry, seriously)
that person replied ' ok, sorry..chill ok?'
luckily im not a person with bad temper
if not i might punch staright to that person's face already

those assignment, projects, and all are making all of us tired..
we stayed at faculty from 8am -5pm almost everyday
going to lab, analysis this and that..
midterm exam..discussion..

and there is also one annoying creature that exists among us..
who don't understand what were we talking about..
what were we doing..
everything we have to explain to that so-called annoying creature..
then explain again and again and again till we feel tired of explaining..
so we prefer to be without that creature..seriously that is what we truly feel
we all prefer that way..

well, i would like to end this entry by saying that every works has its own challenges we must face,
bear with it, cope with it, coz it is what you chose..
don't worry, those difficulties are not going to kill you..
chill, peace and smile!!!

p/s:
monday- did not go to tk training
tuesday-outing with floe
wednesday-tk's dinner
thursday-mapleying with stuffer
friday-tk training

penatnye arini..

2010-10-08T20:01:00.002+08:00

arini, pagi2 da banun awal..
sebab nak wat water sampling kat Jenderam Hilir..
untuk rose nye thesis..

for surface water and ground water..
air sungai yang terlibat adalah Sungai Langat la..

ni la keadaan sungai tersebut..
leh agak kan turbidity sungai ni camne..
kitorang wat sampling kat tgh2 ikot jambatan yg xcam jambatan tu..
cuak gak la..
da la 2 2 org xreti berenang..
tp org Nahrim n contractor
tgk2kan kitorang..
tgk je la..mule2 cam nk soh je dorg amikkan air tu..haha...
tp kuatkan hati..kena wat jugak kan..
thesis sendiri kan..
huhuhu..

pas wat sampling.
simpan sample kat lab..
makan di cafe..
pinjam probe pH kat makmal..
then wat composting plak..

composting rini agak penat la..
coz loading of waste makin banyak as compared to earlier stage..
ni da ari jumaat..memang byk la..
n bau pon boleh thn la..
nak rotate drum tu memang gune tenaga yg agak banyak la..
kesian jugak la kalau akak tu wat sorg2..
sib baik ade kami2 yg sudi membantu..
wakaka..
actually da jd assignment..
kire da compulsory la kena tolong..
huhu..

petang tu..
kemas bilik.
basuh baju...
men fb..
tido..
huhu..

xsabar nk tggu member2datang..
nak berhibur mereleaskan tensi..
kekekeke..

berhibur acara trio..

2010-10-08T19:56:00.004+08:00

setelah 2 kali berhibur acara dua (me n floe)
kali ni acara trio plak (me,floe n tasha)
acara tersebut melibatkan--
makan2 di A&W..
food involved are
-4 pieces of chicken
-4 pieces of nugget
-curly fries
-french fries
-4 glasses of root beet

kami yang makan dengan cepatnye..
coz nak kejar movie plak afterwards,

cheers!!

after makan2..
acara menonton movie..
tajuknya- Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak2..
i kasi 3 1/2 out of 5 la..
coz xbape best xde Sam tu..
huhu..
tp overall ok la kot..

papehal pon..
enjoy coz dpt hangout sesame!!
yeha..

hari yg serba tak kena..aish..

2010-10-05T01:42:00.003+08:00

ahad mlm tu..penat..tido..so xdpt prepare slide presentation envi management..
so pagi2 td bangun..xde la pagi sgt pon..jam 9 lebih la bru bangun..
terus siapkan journal..n prepare slide..
memang last minute la preparation..

then jam 1 kuar g print journal n slide..rush g kejut..
pikir da lambat..
sekali masuk class prof lom msk lg..
memang ngntuk gile..rase nak tido je sepanjang tggu prof td..
bile dia masuk, dia soh cabut undi..
to decide the order of the presentation..

initially, i was the 9th person to present, but then tukar ngn kak azuin,
so jadi la org ke -5..
so dengan selambenye present..
n dengan selambenye gak la kena bambu,,
haha..served me right huh?
tahan je la dengar bebelan dr prof..

org sebelah, zuhayr pon kena truk..
memang prof tu saje nak bambu org yg cantik dan kacak sajekah? LOL..
tp ape yg dia kate tu memang tidak dapat dinafikan..memang betul..
kurang data..

so in the end, i have to change my journal title and also the content.
so my review paper is not the same as my journal..
so kena la tukar balik my writings..aigoo..

then, g umah rose, to set up equipment for air sampling..
i drove yang n mizah there..
hampir nak langgar moto tadi..cuak pulak..xperasan dia tiba2 muncul..
alhamdulillah xde pape jadi..

dalam jam 7 lebih baru sampai bilik.
penatnye,,
then text to budak2 tu, tnye g training x?
mcm malas je..tp kalo diorang pegi..pegi jugakla..
memandangkan ramai gak nak pegi..so pegi jugakla..

ime training..penat giler..
memang rase nak tumbang je..
sir pulak ajar macam2..
step in step back slide in slide back..kena besa2..
penat2..
then paling teruk..triple turning n 360 degrees kick..
2nd kick selalu xmenjadi..
susah mau angkat kaki tu..
tensi bertambah je camnie bile xdpt wat betol2..
aishhh...

then g BBB tomyam..
order carrrot juice..gelas besar..
tp dapat fresh orange glass kecik..
disebabkan dahaga sgt..minum jela..

jadi berakhirla 4th october yang amat memeritkan..memenatkan..dan menyakitkan hati..
hoping for a better tomorrow..

-sign out-

taekwondo update 1

2010-10-03T23:27:00.006+08:00

aritu, 24-26 September 2010 berlangsungnya UKM Open Taekwondo Championship..
terdapat 23 team yang menyertai kejohanan tersebut.. (banyak kan? hehe)

-sesi gantung banner-

ari sabtu, kategori yg lawan adalah FIN, BANTAM, LIGHT and MIDDLE..
kategori aku on ahad..so jadi urusetia la dat day..
aku jadi penulis score..huhu..
duduk di sebelah Sir Saravanan..
best2 dia tu peramah..macam2 sembang..
referee pon kelakar..masing2 xnak masuk ring..haha..kejap2 g toilet la..
samapi Sir Sara marah 'kamu jgn minum lagi lepas ni'..hehe..bukan marah betol2 la..
marah main main ja..
ada juga referee yg kembar..kelakar mula2 nampak dia di ring B, pas abis 1 bout tu, tetibe nampak di ring A pulak..aikk bile mase plak dia tukar g sane? sekali pusing..dia ada kat sebelah Sir Sara..
rupenye kembar..( sebenarnye xsure kembar ke adik beradik ke..tp muke memang seiras la)
kekekeke...

ari ahad, kategori FLY, FEATHER, WELTER n HEAVY..
cuak gak coz da lame x sparring..
mase quarter final, lawan ngn dak UiTM Pahang..
boleh tahan dia tu..
tapi time tu xsangka pulak aku leading..
n menangla..coz kick da mcm hape da..
teruk jugak la..
then mase semi..
huhu..
lawan ngn dak u ape tah..da lupe la..
1st round dia lead..
2nd round aku kejar blek score..
xsangke lak seri..
turnout sudden death..
adus la.. da la stamina hancus..
mase tu memang cam 'haiya..kena lawan lagi ke?'
da penat da tu..
since aku xbiase attack first..memang susah sket la..
and aku kalah la coz aku kena kick..hoho..
so aku dapat bronze je..
huuuu...xbesh..
floe gtaw kalo masuk final dia akan belanja movie RE..
melepas...
tp xpe..papepon..puas ati gak la..
the event went well..
sume org pon puas ati..

-jali,jay,me,meaw,floe,atok-

oh ya UKM menang overall..
yee ha..
ok dats all..

pictures credit goes to Floe..

the truth is..

2010-09-13T16:31:00.002+08:00

i really love Donghae oppa!!!
but i like Kyuhyun too!!!
and i started to like Ryeowook too!!im addicted to his voice now..
and my heart flutter when i see Eunhyuk oppa!!
and i just can't forget Leeteuk's dimple!!
OMONA!

that's all..
see ya!!

nota kaki: mind state xbetol..makan daging byk sgt nih..

it was just a dream...자 일어나 !!

2010-08-27T02:11:00.007+08:00

keh keh keh..

it's rare..but it happened..

this is the 2nd time i dreamed of him..

i ni susah gak nak mimpi..apetah lagi mimpikan my idols..

once i dreamed but i got mixed up if it's kyu or lee dong wook..(i was a huge fan of LDW)

but after a few deep thought ( is that necessary?) i made my mind that it was Kyu..

LOL at me..i know it's lame..but it's quite a long time ago..i think i told anis bout it..kekeke..

ok..bout this 2nd dream..(i happen time i tertido td..11-12pm)

it was weird..but well dreams are usually weird ne..

this time, Kyu is sorta my best fren..but really he is mean..

he will always ignore my questions..and hit me..

(not like he abuse me what not)..just light hit..

no wonder his nickname is EvilKyu@EvilMagnae..he deserved it..

it is also hard to judge his expression..he looks serious..i mean it..

but he tend to joke a lot..but still sometimes i wonder if he's really joking or he's serious?

err..apesal aku serious sgt talk about this? it's not like i knew him in real live..

it was a dream afterall..

wake up Mushai!!

owh..i need to remind myself to email Prof Ash Burn (Abu Bakar) to give him my full title of review paper..and the outline too..
aigoo..VOCs nye paper project pon lom siap lagi..but luckily Prof Amir kate leh antar pas raye..
Dr TIM's assignment da siap..so does Dr NEAB's report..
okay those two..segera buat!!

baru2 ni selalu sgt mimpi benda yg tgh pikir..
selalu mimpi dpt sms dr Yang ajak jmpe DR OJ..and also he ajak wat report same2..
padahal check mesej xde pon..
pastu mimpi pergi wisma aman..tp xpegi2 lg pon..aduila..
pikir byk sgt ke?

자 일어나!!!

LIMPING~

2010-08-25T01:51:00.004+08:00

yesterday's training actually wasn't really that hard..yes indeed..
however, the 2-session-star-jump was the one that causes the calf muscle pain..

illustration of calf muscle cr:chiherbal

it wasn't that bad during the kicking training..
but, it hurts during the sparring session, especially when i bounce..
the most critical part is when i accidentally kicked this junior where she blocked with her elbow..
ouch!!my metatarsals part is so hurt..that made me jumped instantly..which causing my calf muscle strained..damn..i don't mind the injury coz it is really usual during training especially in sparring..but i don't think i can't handle the muscle strain pain..sakitnye.huhu..
i can hardly walk for at least 2 days i think..based on previous experience..
going down the stairs..each step will killing me..arghh!!
even performing solat is difficult..

aigoo..leg..sorry for not taking a good care of you..mianhe..
hope to heal soon..
HWAITING!!

latest update..lol

2010-08-10T01:50:00.002+08:00

lame gle xupdate blog ni..
da malas kot..
ntah le..
da xde idea what to write kot..

anyway..last Saturday, aku da konvo..
congrats Mushai!! haha..

papepon idup mesti diteruskan..
perjalanan sebagai student belum berakhir..
so~ lets do it!!

END..lol

Pony..lalala

2010-06-10T23:18:00.004+08:00

hee..for the first time in my life..
I TOUCHED A PONY!!
hee..fyi, pony is a small horse (Wiki 2010)
tadi g ekspo usahawan kat seberang jaya..
ada pony kat situ..
boleh ride sebenarnye..tp takut..huhu..
so stakat pegang je yang mampu..
amik aura dulu.pasni if ada chance lg..naik kot..
owh btw, mase tgh usap2 kat leher dia..
i looked into his eye..right side eye..
pergh mata dia..tajam menusuk kalbu.
seriuosly..tajam gile stare itu..
almaklumla kaco dia nye snack time..
mase tu dia tgh kunyah2 rumput..aku pegang2 dia..
mesti ar dia bengang..haha
tp pt pegang..puas..heee

ok tu saje.. =P

TADAIMA!!!im home..

2010-06-02T13:40:00.003+08:00

yesterday..1st of June,i arrived penang (butterworth) approximately 330pm..
safely arrived home at 430pm..after makan2 with mom n muna..
finally>>>> im home!! lol..

ok..b4 dat..
on the last day in UKM..
i had fun with my frens..
outing with anis.my best buddy since 1st year..
can't believe how fast time flew..
anywayz..we watched a movie.. the prince of persia..superb!!!
really..im not lying..
and we bought some presents to our thesis supervisors..
mine-Dr OJ and Anis' Dr Ezlin
my deepest gratitude to them..

next, dinner with my sunbaenim, Mr Asca
thanks for all your guidance..
its my pleasure befriend you all this while..
--my fav fish n chip at D'One steak..my treat..

this might be the end of one stage of life..
no worries..coz i believe that we will meet again..
till then.. sayonara~

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edit sket..should be putting this on a new post..but too lazy to do so..
qoute for today
"i know it hurts..but that's life.."

seriously the truth really hurts me..
wanna accept the truth..but =(

days of boredom...

2010-05-28T23:47:00.003+08:00

i finished my thesis..
done..i mean up till printing..
the binding is not yet done however..
which make me have to wait till tomorrow to get them..
and wait again till monday to submit them to my supervisor n the office..
which make me have to wait till tuesday, only then i can go home
aigoo..

Anis,Hawe,Stuffer,Nadia,Ecah,Syuk,Shak..all are back in their hometown..
left me,zaty n rina here..
rina have her palapes n other friends..
zaty is with paan..
left me the lonely girl here..
with no friends tsk tsk.. @_@..
luckily i have my bestest buddy..
my laptop.."aspire"
i spent my time with him like 24/7..
i slept with him..i eat with him,
him, i refer to my laptop,dont misunderstand it hehe..

bieber, 1 less lonely girl..please make that happen!

okay..i wanna pretend that i didnt see this..
lucky yoona..hmm.. =(

sign out,,daaa

i updated my blog..

2010-05-15T03:27:00.008+08:00

yay!! finally i change my blog template..
like it?
well i like it..
its kinda refreshing for me.

i also change my blog title
wonder why teardrops in the rain?
go ask jong hyun on CN Blue..
the Burning one.

however im still inyo the Untouchable one
you know who?
it Joong Shin of coz

ok, today
watched SuJu's comeback stage..
totally awesome!!
Bonamana n Boom Boom
kyaaaa..

p/s:
i am addicted to Ryeowook's voice..
can someone tell me why?

wisdom teeth extraction

2010-05-08T15:06:00.007+08:00

i was told by my dentist that i should extract my bottom left wisdom teeth like 1 year ago..i couldn't remember when exactly.. but what i know is that the wisdom teeth has grown in the wrong position..like this

well..this problem is quite common..but mine has become more serious because it has affected my molar (geraham)..the wisdom teeth is also has gone rotten (is it the correct term? in malay berlubang la)..since it was quite difficult to brush at that area..so i went to see dentist and i got filling treatment for that teeth..it was temporary only..and the filler will eventually loosen and tertanggal..

and yesterday was the day when the pain struck me like heck!! i was so in pain that i barely sleep.. so this morning,i decided to see dentist to get my wisdom teeth extracted.. it was a total walk in treatment..without an appointment.. luckily the patient who was supposed to get treatment at that time canceled the appointment..so the dentist is free.. she asked me if im ready for this.. i answered her..i still gonna have to do it sooner or later..since my next exam is on Wed, 4 more day, why not suffered for this time only..on the other hand, if i didn't get the treatment, for the whole 4 days i need to bear the pain..

actually i did some research about this..removing wisdom teeth is really painful..since the teeth is quite near to the nerves at the gum..however,,the teeth will be numbed first in order to make the pain lesser during the extraction..there are also some scary facts about after the surgery and all..so i was quite afraid..but still..this need to be done! hehe..

back to my story, okay, i was injected in order to numb my teeth.. then it all started..drilling..blood..pulling..another shot coz it was too painful..continue again...
after 45 minutes, the dentist asked me to bite the gauze..after a little while, she began to stitch at the area of extraction..another gauze to bite..and done..

i was quite surprise coz initially the nurse said that the surgery would take up to 2 hours..
mine is about 1 hour only..and the dentist said there is not much blood lose during the surgery..
overall,the operation was successful..alhamdullilah..

then i go get the prescriptions, bay the bill, and set another appointment for stitches removal..
my mouth is still numb..i barely talked.. i couldn't laugh but at least i can smile..

special thanks to my parents, yan (my roommate)..and of coz my dentist, Dr Tg Shahira (Klinik Puteri)..

uhuk-uhuk..

2010-05-08T01:19:00.003+08:00

blog aku ni da terbatuk2 agaknye... da lame sgt ni x update.. xde feel la nak update kebelakangan ni..

busy memanjang..projek..thesis..exam..projek lagi.. aduiyay.. kepala da makin pusing.. keje yang banyak xsiap2 jugak.. malas menjadi2.. ape nak jadi? haiya..

btw, exam..2 out of 3 subjects da lepas so tinggal lg 1 paper..rabu depan ni.. Solid Waste Management yg susah itu..haruslah hwaiting!!
owh..speaking of hwaiting.. James Lee and Sooyoon of Royal Pirates =) did answered my questions in formspring.me and wish me luck for my exam..hehe..lucky~ well.. James n Sooyoon are quite fast in replying the questions compare to MoonChul..

before this i asked him what song should i listen while studying..malas nk print screen again

i have exam on tomorrow.. what song of yours should i listened to? to gain my courage and to grasp the hardworking feeling..heee... by mushai

oh man... i suggest listening to pete rock - smooth sailing, but that makes me sleepy and happy so i don't know haha

the link of their formspring.me MoonChul James Lee Sooyoon

oh i forgot..this is mine.. Mushai..follow la kalo rajen..hehe

okies..1 more thing..xsaba nk tggu 4th Jib Super Junior!!

a quote to remind myself..

2010-04-19T01:29:00.003+08:00

“I know it hurts. That’s life. If nothing else, it’s life. It’s real, and sometimes it fuckin’ hurts, but it’s sort of all we have.”

—	Sam (Garden State, 2004)

entry with no title..haha

2010-04-11T02:17:00.002+08:00

tried to be cold..
tried to be unreachable..
tried to be arrogant..
but i couldn't..

why?

"it" is my obsession..
just can't ignore "it"

is there more?

2010-04-03T01:57:00.004+08:00

haha.. project design da siap..
finally.. :P

finally? (haha)

pasni presentation pulak..
thesis lagi..

papehal pon enjoy dulu di perhentian..
4-8 april 2010..
semoga selamat pergi dan selamat pulang..

nota kaki : keep on repeating lagu David Archuletta - Crush.. tetibe teringatkan NichKhun..
da melepas rindu kat Jay by watching video of him with yoshio dancing to successful..

Puff, The Magic Dragon

2010-03-27T21:22:00.005+08:00

MP3 DOWNLOAD-HERE
owh i miss this moment of dorkiness SuJu.. kyaaaa~

Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee,
Little Jackie Paper loved that rascal Puff,
And brought him strings and sealing wax and other fancy stuff. Oh

Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee,
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee.

Together they would travel on a boat with billowed sail
Jackie kept a lookout perched on Puff's gigantic tail,
Noble kings and princes would bow whene'er they came,
Pirate ships would lower their flags when Puff roared out his name. Oh!

Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee,
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee.

A dragon lives forever but not so little boys
Painted wings and giants' rings make way for other toys.
One grey night it happened, Jackie Paper came no more
And Puff that mighty dragon, he ceased his fearless roar.

His head was bent in sorrow, green scales fell like rain,
Puff no longer went to play along the cherry lane.
Without his lifelong friend, Puff could not be brave,
So Puff that mighty dragon sadly slipped into his cave. Oh!

Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee,
Puff, the magic dragon lived by the sea
And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee.

credit : as tagged
Pook-ka@SZ

SUPER JUNIOR SS2

2010-03-24T13:18:00.009+08:00

p/s: click on the picca for better view..or click kat link bawah skali tu for viewing whole album

Date: 20 March 2010

wahaha..pengalaman berharga paling bermakna.. sebelum ni tiket da ade di tangan..hanya menunggu hari dan pada hari tersebut, tiba la masa yang ditunggu2..

tapi sebelum tu.. cite sket penaglaman ulang-alik UKM-Sg Congkak.. huhu.. berbekalkan kete yang dipinjamkan Yan kepadaku, aku memandu dari UKM ditemani Anis yang masih demam (thanx babe) pergi menjemput Arina di Sg Congkak.. jauh jugak la dari UKM ke sana.. hampir 1 jam.. 45 min lebih kurang.. aku bertolak dari Bangi lebih kurang kol 345 camtu.. sampai di Sg Congkak pulak lebih kurang dalam kol 445..nak cari tempat Arina pusing balik..dalam kol 505 bertolak ke UKM pulak..antar Anis balik n nak solat Asar..

dalam kol 6 sampai UKM da gelabah, solat, siap2 bakai baju kaler biru.. dalam 615 bertolak kuar dari UKM menuju ke Stadium Putra Bukit jalil..melalui highway PLUS.. sampai kat tol Sg Besi..mak aih.. banyak gile keta.. da gelabah la.. time tu da 645.. Fuzah da masuk stadium..siap mesej lg aku kena masuk dari arah mana.. lepas dari tol tu still banyak gile keta.. da la keta sesuka atie kuar masuk lane.. xpe2..aku keep left sebab kat depan tu aku kena masuk susur kuar kiri ke Kompleks Sukan Negara..

da masuk area KSN tu pulak jam jugak.. banyak gile keta n bus.. bus tu sure bawak fans yg datang dr S'pore, Thai, Philipines dll.. aku pulak asyik terlepas parking..alih2..masuk parking E kot..haha..jauh sket dr Stadium Putra.. xpe..yg penting dpt parking..siap je parking..kunci2 keta sume.. berkejar ke stadium.. masa lalu nak cari parking tu line beratur panjang gile.. tp time kitorg smpai da xyah beratur pon..trus masuk je.. kat entrance atas baru bratur dia check tiket.. dorg xcheck beg pon..so camera boleh je bawak.. juz xleh bawa food n drinks..lantak la tu..

kitorg masuk stadium sume tempat da mostly seated.. trus cari Fuzah n duduk kat seat kitorg.. sib baek blum start..dorg ckp ade artis M'sia performed..tp sape2 je la kan..xkesah pon..yg penting konsert blum start.. then tetibe kat skrin tu kuar lagu Sorry Sorry.. fans da start screaming thp gile la.. kitorg pon same..menjerit je.. padahal baru kuar iklan.. banyak kali kot iklan kuar..tp xstart2 lagi..

then dalam kol 8 lebih camtu..lampu dipadamkan.. n spotlight kaler purple n blue mule memancar..dan kedengaran suara "WELCOME TO SUPER JUNIOR SUPERSHOW 2 LIVE IN MALAYSIA" lebih kurang tu la yg aku dgr..ape lagi..bertambah gamat la sore2 fans menjerit.. memang excited tahap max ar time tu..

then tengok kat entrance stadium tu.. yg belah tepi kanan la..(btw, lupe plak aku dok kat upper tier..bhgn tengah..) ade pakgad RELA tengah susun wat laluan.. n ada staf2 laen same.. sure2 la SuJu kuar kat situ..memang mate fokus kat situ ar.. then tengok blah kiri pon ade gak..tp xnampak sape yg kuar kiri sape yg kuar kanan.. tp xkesah la..yang penting pastu dorg nek stage..

SuJu start nyanyi lagu Man in Love then-- U pastu-- It's You..okay dorg miming..sebabnye ni lagu dance..penat kot.. tp miming pon versi concert la..bukan versi album..xkesah..yg penting best!!!
then lagu --she wants it,--miracle,--disco drive,

--sungmin's solo(xtaw title ape),--beautiful (donghae’s solo)eunhyuk ade join dia dance..aww..couple dance machine!!superb!!

pastu lagu2 ni dorg nyanyi..maybe xikot turutan
--dancing out,--resignation (yesung’s solo),--insomnia (ryeowook’s solo –xsuke dancer tu),--forgive me (kyuhyun’s solo)

--what if KRYS,,

--heartquake(KRY)feat eunhyuk owh time ni eunhyuk berdiri btol2 depan bhgn tengah nye seat..dia naik dari bawah ke atas..nampak la dia..tp found out bendaalah lift tu cam rosak sket.. fans da risau da..coz bendu tu cam stuck n dia xleh turun.. staff2 kat bwh da gelabah..tp at last da ok dia diturunkan time dia rap.. gosh best la dia rap!!

cont--honey (leeteuk’s solo – xsuke gak ngn dancers tu haha)
--temptation of sonata (heechul’s solo)time ni sgt terserlah ivyness dlm heechul..da la dia dress baju pompuan..pastu nk kiss henry plak..gile gamat time tu.. henry super hot!! ngn violin dia..eunhyuk pon!!

pastu --don’t don...dance battle tu sgt best!! eunhyuk vs donghae.. henry dtg menyelamatkan keadaan..dia potong tgh2 dorg 2..then trus masuk part violin dia..
--twins,,

--our love ,,--puff the magic dragon (kyuhyun nyanyi solo~ dorg nye play sgt2 comel siap ade fart lg..then nk tangkap dragon, dia escape..sgt2 comel coz lagu budak2)
--dance Eunhyuk, Donghae, Leetuek, Shindong n Kyuhyun (same cam star dance battle)
--sick of love (henry’s solo~ attract ngn lagu ni..best jugak),,--siwon’s solo(xtaw lagu pe tp cam lagu church gitu la..)

--blue tomorrow (suju-m)gosh!! zhoumi sgt2 hensem..seriously time ni fans scream like hell kuat!! same ngn henry..yg penting fans support dak2 suju-M ni la..
--super girl (suju-m) best2~ oh my super girl...pretty girl..mostly fans sang along..

--shining star (sgt2 best..SuJu dok keliling stage tu.. blue light sticks turned off and on torchlights kecik..aku xdpt coz dtg lambat..MBOA kasi free kat fans..tp xla sume dpt..tp mostly dapat.. sgt2 nampak cam stars! donghae and leeteuk nanges!!)
--sorry sorry answer
--sorry sorry (paling ditunggu2..wahhh!!!)

--chu~mase kuar vid clip tu ade f(x)..amber kyaa!!! perf sgt2 cute.. esp ryewook..haha tp donghae sgt2 cam amber!!
--rokkuko --sunny--pajama party
--carnival ..dorg men pistol air.tembak2 fans..fans da start baling2 toys n flower kat atas pentas tu..ade yg dorg amik..ade yg dorng baling balik kat fans..berebut2 fans..LOL..
and finale--marry u..i do~

btw, dorg tgh prepare for 4th album and dorg suroh fans jerit sa jib dea bak!! maksudnye 4th album will succeed..lebey kurang la..
yesung mase concert ni kuran sihat..so dia nampak cam moody sket..
kyu sgt2 la handsome..berjaya capture pic dia pandang atas!! hehe..

siwon plak body dia sg la nice..his abs!! kyaaa...
sungminnye rambut panjg gak..tp nampak sexy gitu..haha..
shindong sgt cumil time dia ckp "sorry" haha/..
hangeng-kangin n kibum xde..sobs~

overall..sgt2 best!!! xsia2 pegi!! waaaaa.... still overwhelm wlpn da dekat 4 hari berlalu..huuuuu......

21 march 2010 : antar arina balik ke Sg congkak..
maen2 air jap ngn tiqah..da alang2 smpai sungai..huhu..
=P

picca aku diupload sedikit je la..huhu..
coz da upload kat fb---
pictures- LINK

tired

2010-03-20T01:12:00.003+08:00

aish..
dunno what else to do so that everyone is happy n satisfied..
i need to take care of my own things too..
i cant just dedicate my life to things which aren't my priority..
but still its something i love to do..

adoi..kene siapkan jugak drainage design ni..
huhu..ngntok~ especially bile tgk gmbar2 nie

gd yg comel..

yamapi kon2

kawaii maki

sleeping arashi

down

2010-03-16T01:44:00.002+08:00

major breakdown?
almost..
nothing seems right at the moment..
im just gonna lay low..

berjalan2 di Pavilion aka berlagak cam org kaya..

2010-02-24T00:27:00.004+08:00

huhu..
ritu.. ari isnin kot..ikot ateh pegi pavilion..
aku ni wlpn da almost 4 thn duk UKM, Bangi Selangor yg sgt la dekat ngn KL tu..
xpenah lg melangkah ke Pavilion.. setakat pegi KLCC, Berjaya Times Square adelah..
memandangkan ateh ajak..aku ikot la..
luckily time tu xbyk kete..x jem la senang cite..
kejap je sampai dr UKM..

ateh nk jmpe kakak dia..
so dia ajak la aku teman dia..
kami pegi food court.. tu je kot tmpat yg aku mampu..
kedai lain masuk je tp x mampu nk kuarkan duit yg sememangnye tidak banyak..

menerai (try) masakan thai.. sweet n sour chicken with fried rice..
xde la sedap sgt pon.
nasi goreng thai kat BBB tomyam lg best kot..huhu
tp xpe la.. nk rase punye pasai..

selepas berpisah ngn kakak ateh ( huhu cam kisah sedih plak)
kami pi jalan2 mencari Theobroma Chocolate Lounge..
sebabnye..ateh teringin sgt mkn strawberry chocolate..
so dia mengorder Strawberry sensation n Strawberry frappe..
we share together..
sharing is caring u know..
wallawei..sedap..

huuu...

where am i heading to?

2010-02-14T00:34:00.002+08:00

honestly, i dunno what coming up for me next..after this 4-years-degree course in UKM, should i just continue with master? or should i be working?
im just lost..

i have trouble in making decision ever since i knew myself..haha..
i really cant make decision.. i rather leave it to fate..can i really say it dat way..
iono..

i dunno what i really want anyway~~
*sigh*

Bloody Monday season 2

2010-02-02T13:12:00.003+08:00

waaaaaa....
GILAK..bru je tgk ep 1..
tp da rase cuak semacam..
rase nk nanges pon ade..
gile la...
season 2 ni surely lg thrill..

xsabar nk tgk full..
ep 2 da kuar..tp blum ade sub..

a lil bit info bout this series--
the new season is set two years later when an aircraft bearing a
new kind of nuclear weapon threatens Tokyo.

Miura Hiruma n Takegi Sato makin lame makin cute lo..haha..or maybe makin handsome..huhu

eotoriya eotoriya..

2010-01-31T16:16:00.001+08:00

haha..dunno what exactly to write..
but this song is playing on my media player at the moment..
CN Blue!! loving them..

okeh..
i want to write about taekwondo tournament USM n UIA open n invitation..
in USM 22-24 January, overall we won 7 gold,7 silver n 6 bronze..we were the 1st runner up..losing to UPNM for 1 gold medal.
never mind that..we had great moment in there..
especially during Acap's match.. even though he's just a beginner in sparring.. he fight very well..
as for me..i won the silver medal..i lost in the final match to Afifah.. well, i think i did ok though..

in UIA 30 Jan..only 7 members were sent..well the rest of the team,most of them are injured so we couldnt sent all of them.. we only fight in the intervarsity category.. we won 2 bronze n 1 silver.. ok lo..
as for me..i lost in the 1st match..dunno what happened but the feel is just not right.. only the 3rd round i manage to scare a point and its actually a very clear point.. its sad that i only realized to try hard on the last round..if only i kick harder n do better on the 1st n 2nd round..i wouldnt lost.. i will do better on next match.. MMU open..i will be more aggressive as Ing Hoe told me..

**
cant wait for SuJu's concert..waaa...

2AM To Her feat Chansung teaser..

2010-01-20T02:09:00.002+08:00

waa..
i can't wait for this song..
its really different from the usual 2AM..
2AM’s Change (uh oh uh oh uh oh)

teaser

.....................

2010-01-19T04:03:00.000+08:00

Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.
by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Lee Joon

2010-01-09T23:40:00.004+08:00

okay..still looks hot eventho with the crutch..
haha dorky Joonie..

YES (year end sale)

2010-01-04T17:12:00.002+08:00

haha..
i did it!!
on last day f YES.ahad ritu..
2 new goggles t-shirts
1 pair of shoes-wedges..
3 pieces of undergarment
hahaha
puas ati..

thanx to Chen..temankan i..

sedikit hampa~

2009-12-25T15:33:00.002+08:00

aduhai..
semalam..ari yg agak malang..dan hampa separti di ^atas..
2 movie tgk..both x best..kuciwa..

1st..the treasure hunter..trailer cam best..cite hampeh.. ok jugak la sebenarnye movie ni.. tp teknik penceritaan dan pengolahan dia xbrape best..contohnye ade scene pasal perebutan 'eagle dessert' tu..tp blank..xtau ape peranan eagle tu..kalo dia yg jd ketua untuk protect hidden/buried town tu leh trime gak..ni da rebut2..lawan2..pastu sorg tu dpt title tu..full stop..dia jadi ketua kawasan tu ke? blank.. tp overall..ok je la..graphic dia not bad..mase lawan2 ngn tentera ribut pasir tu best gak la..luckily ade humor dlm cite ni..kalo x..dull je la..adeh..gred cter ni..erm..C+ kot..sedey..

2nd..cirque de freak..the vampire assintant..high expectation kot dari aku..so bile dia xcapai ape yg aku expect..so sedikit hampa..tp movie ni better la br movie atas ni ^..cite pasal a boy turned into half vampire..sbb nk selamatkan his bestfren.. cte ni memang byk org yg freak..most of them are freak..except for the boy yg normal gak la.. cte ni boleh la bg gred B..not bad coz si vampire/mentor tu..kelakar..cite ni funny la..tp maybe sebab xseperti yg aku expect..so gred sia kurang sket.hehe..

p/s..teringin nk tgk avatar in 3D..waaa..

exam da abez..

2009-12-24T03:07:00.006+08:00

finally..the moment i've been waiting for..heee
now i can sleep as long as i want..
watch all kpop stuff..
watch You're Beautiful episode 9-end..
naa..it wont turn out as how i imagined..
i still have some assignment to be finished up..
gotta prepare for my thesis chapter 1-3 oral presentation..
owh..tomorrow im having pollution control's presentation..
then on 30th..design project presentation..

btw,on Tuesday, after the LAST paper exam ended..
me,anis n zatie..went to Alamanda..
of course to watch movie..
marathon bai..
2 movies in a row..yay!! Santau continued with Avatar..
Santau-not bad..
Avatar-way too cool..love it!!
well..at least i have fun on that day..before facing these hard works again..aishh..

before i sleep..
let me introduce to u my noo..luv or luvs.. hehehe
MIR..the rapper in MBLAQ
damn i fall into his rap..

and this honey abs guy..
Lee Joon
never thought that he's the younger raizo in Ninja Assassin..coz he never smile in the movie..
but now his smile is sooo killing me..aaa..die @_*

opps..i think i just turned my blog into"restricted to those under 18"hehehe..
mianhe..i just luv those two guys..
can't decide which one of them i adore lore..
just like between GD n Seungri, Jay n Khun, Jae n Yunho..
aishh..

off to sleep now..hopefully i can decide which to choose next time..
Good Luck for those PC students..
go JKAS!!-(w.e)

credit pic-as tagged

just follow the plan

2009-12-12T16:40:00.009+08:00

the plan:

the result:

xdo koje..

2009-12-12T16:18:00.002+08:00

Engineering Creativity + Too Much Free Time =

Highway and Transportation System...

MAD WORLD

2009-12-10T02:21:00.003+08:00

i was looking for adam lambert's song..n somehow i foud this song ->mad world
its originally Tears for Fears song and also a cover song by Gary Jules..adam lambert sang it in AI8..during top8 n finale..
i love this song already..

All around me are familiar faces
worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very, mad world, mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very, mad world, mad world
Enlarge your world, mad world

click here..check out the song~

edit- OMG!! juz found out that the song is featured in a movie- The Crazies..scary~

here's the trailer
The Crazies
this is the remake of 1973 film..with the same name..

flowers..hana..bunga..

2009-12-07T22:45:00.004+08:00

tenangkan fikiran~

credit:FLICKR

oh thesis~(bab 1,2,3)

2009-12-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

rase sgt blehh~

blurrr..

blank...

@_@

malasnye nk siapkan..tp kne submit jumaat ni..

my birthday~

2009-12-02T03:05:00.004+08:00

today, 2nd december 2009..im turn 22..

recieved a lot of birthday wishes..thanx to all of u..love u~

its the 1st time i celebrate my birthday in UKM..never in school also..
coz usually december is a month of school holidays.. so i usually at home in the month of december..
however..this final year for civil engineering student, our schedule is a bit behind from others..so it supposed to be semester break but we're still here in campus..
so i managed to celebrate my birthday with my frens..
thanx anis n tqa for the lovely cake..
love u both..

hopefully, with me getting older(mature), everything will get better n i wish myself good luck n be successful..hee..

Silent Scream

2009-12-01T20:51:00.001+08:00

I was walking in the shadows
So nobody can
You smiled at me from the distance
And we felt there's more to share
All these memories
They come back
When I'm asleep
You've taken my dreams

I don't need no fakes around me
All I want is you to be with me
Here I am
All these words have lost their meaning
I just hope you hear my silent scream

I still hear the distant voices
Spreading rumors and lies
I took you to my darkest places
So far away from the sky
I will charm you
We made vows to not let go
But where are you now?

I don't need no fakes around me
All I want is you to be with me
Here I am
All these words have lost their meaning
I just hope you hear my silent scream

I'm so numb
Can you hear me
Here I am
There is something inside me
That still wants to feel

I don't need no fakes around me
All I want is you to be with me
Here I am
All these words have lost their meaning
I just hope you hear my silent scream

CINEMA BIZARRE

peristiwa atas bus..

2009-11-26T16:44:00.002+08:00

haha..
semalam i balik penang..as usual naek bus..
supposedly the bus should arrive kol 3..tp tunggu punya tunngu..kol 4 bru smpai..
tp 430 kot baru jalan..
seems like the bus cam ade problem je..jalan berdengkut2..

so..bile bus sampai..aku pon naek dng bengangnye..
sampai kat seat..ade org dok..
aku pon soh dia memblahkan diri dia..
dpn aku india..(the boys pggil kajol)
sblah aku ade 2 boyz.blakang n depan dorg pon boyz..n blakang aku ade 1 boy yg sgt cute..
aku dok..xsmpai 30 minit..aku da tido..
then seelah hampir 2 jam tido..aku terjage..coz the boys are singing..n laughing..
cam sewel..
then aku smbung je tido aku..
terjage coz rase sgt sejuk..
air con tu buka plak..aku suspect 1 of the boys yg wat..seriously sewel..
bile bus tu brenti..sume turun including me..
rab some snacks n drink..
nek balik atas bus..

bermulalah..kisah..
peramah sgt the boys..
tnye name aku..blaja mane..umah mane..bla bla bla...
ckp aku cam dak sekolah menengah la..
muke aku cm kawan dorg la..
siap tnjuk gmbar lgk..haiyaa...
yg sorg tu lzf boleh la thn..ilmiah sket..
yg 2 org lg..merapu jek..shahidan ke ape tah namenye..n sorg lgk xtaw namenye..
yg 1 lg member dorg xkaco orait je..
berkenalan ngn dak cute tu..
akmal namenye..dak GMI..mude lgk dr aku la..huhu..coz bru sem1..
rambut ala2 tomok gtu..huhu
mereke2 meminta no phone aku..
at first xmo bg..
then lzf tu amik phone akmal..dia kasik aku..soh aku bg no phone aku..katenye akmal nak..
since tu phone akmal..aku pon kasik la..then sorg lgk mintak gak..
ish..aku malas la..tp since da bg kat akmal..bg je la kat dorg tu..xske sgt..
lantakla..bg je..bknnya nk layan dorg pon..if dorg call ke ape..wat xtaw je la..

si shetan tu byk sgt ckp..so aku pon wat2 tdo..
rimas gle aku..xbrenti2 ckp..
xpenat ke mulut tu? xphm aku..

then tetibe dpt mesej dr akmal..dia tnye tdo ke?
kuang3..budak cute tu msg aku..
sgt comey..dia turun dulu coz bus tu pegi penang dulu..bru btworth..
budak2 tu ketawakan aku bila akmal wave me goodbye n i waved back..
cait..bengong je budak2 tu..lantakla..
they seems ok..tp merepek sgt..malas nk layan..
kalo la akmal yg dok sblah aku kan best..haha

anywayz..
da smpai pon umah..
CKT issues lg..
haha..msg n drugs..WE..

lets enjoy this short break!!!

Dysfunctional Me

2009-11-24T02:31:00.000+08:00

im getting more n more strange
im going insane~
haha..
credit to cinema bizarre-->luv u strify n kiro!! yu,shin n romeo too~~

yup im sick and tired of this so-called life..
Am I the only one who finds no peace?

urgh!! bosan..xnak wat pape..
nk rilek je xboleh ke?
asek mghadap asimen jek~
lecturer pon asek nk bagi..bagi n bagi..
WE~
its all for ur own good..
so wat je lah..

im missing J thp max!!
damn!! bile nk comeback ni?

..being avoided..xsuke la..jgn mcm ni..cant we be just like how we used to be?hmm..

ish dak ni..if u wanna see me..come n meet me~dont just say it..aish..

i guess.. this is the real dysfunctional me~~